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1. x0Bellleeboo0x
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   August 1, 2010 6:56pm UTC
   Part 14
   Imperfection
   Ever since Christmas eve everything has been going terrific. Me and Marc hung out over the christmas break . And kayla didnt destroy me socially. She didnt find out. today is new years eve . Me and Marc are taking a bunch of funny pictures with his webcam. Like we used to. He has a laptop and the coolest one by far . Its like a mac book pro . After we were done taking pictures he posted them on facebook .The weirdest thing happened after that . Kayla IMed Marc .
   Kayla : Hey Marc
   Marc : hey babe happy new years !
   Kayla : dont ever call me babe im not ur babe if ur gonna be spending your new years without me ! yea and better yet ur spending it with a louser
   Marc : shes my friend and shes not a louser
   Kayla : shes more of a louser then erik . u know what were through !
   Marc : No , please dont do this u know i love u to death please babe cmon
   Kayla : Were DONE! get over it
   Marc : Fine . Cant u give second chances its not like i kissed her .
   Kayla : I dont give second chances and why would u kiss her when u didnt even kiss me yet
   i Looked over to marc his face was all red But i was SO happy he kissed me before her and im so happy he lied about it
   Marc : ill make it all change please baby come on!
   facebook : kayla has signed off .
   Marc screamed " GOD DAMN IT ! " after he bursted into tears. I hugged Marc . He shoed me away . "this is all your fault leave me alone dont ever talk to me again " he ran away. I Felt horrible . I picked up my bag and left . Happy new years .!
   
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2. x0Bellleeboo0x
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3. x0Bellleeboo0x
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   July 31, 2010 10:30pm UTC
   Part 12
   Imperfection </3
   My heart was lifted . I finished my dinner as everyone was finishing up their dessert . Me and Marc went outside to have a snowball fight. it was just like old times . i missed them so much. we laughed like we havent in a long time. we told each other secrets , then we went inside for hot chocolate. It was the best time i had with him in a long long long time. For the first time in my life i felt beautiful . I felt like singing . Marc was definitely the answer to all my questions . ♥ Nothing was impossible with him . Except for being his girl one day
   
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4. x0Bellleeboo0x
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   July 31, 2010 10:14pm UTC
   Part 11
   Imperfection </3
   I flopped onto my bed. Cried and screamed into my pillow . I knew everyone could hear me including marc . I took off all my makeup changed into my jammies and put my hair back into a pony tail . For the next 30 minutes i wrote in my journal . I swear what i write in there is poetry . As i write i hear a knock on my door. I say come in thinking its Michelle or my dads. But no it was Marc. He said " Hello " formally and beautifully . I said hello back . His voice was so dark and deep . He put his hand on my shoulder. And said you didnt loose your best friend hes still here . I said " no you have kayla she hates me and she doesnt want you with me at all otherwise she'll kill me " " Well ill put a stop to that we've been best friends since 6th grade . I love Kayla but i also love you ." he said " well i love you too " i said which was a huge mistake " only as friends right ?" he said " right " i said . he pushed me towards to floor and kissed me on the forehead. i smiled . this might be a turn around. then he grabbed my hand and took me back outside .
   
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5. x0Bellleeboo0x
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   July 31, 2010 9:58pm UTC
   Part 10
   Imperfection </3
   It was Marc's . Hes always been a good friend of my family . His parents and mine would talk every once in a while . We'd spend summers with each other. Pool and popsicles all the time . I remember how good it was to actually have a friend. He was actually my friend . But not anymore since Kayla convinced him to hate me . Kayla hated me ever since kindergarten i don't know why . So me and Marc didnt talk anymore at all . Hopefully that was until today. When the ham was done i came out of my room . I had on this Short tight dress. It was 100% sexy . I even straightened my hair . I even put on makeup . It was the best looking i had ever been. I saw Michelle. my cousin i was talking about . She winked at me and came over hugged me and dragged me to my room she fixed my makeup for me because i did a pretty horrible job. when i looked good again i came out. I grabbed a plate fork and knife and started piling food onto my plate. Mashed Potatoes , Ham , Pineapple , Green beans , turnips , and biscuits . I sat down at the den with my cousin Michelle. We talked and talked and talked . She was sleeping over so then i could tell her how horrible school has been. She showed me her new phone and i showed her my cuts . She flipped when she saw them she almost had a heart attak . "HOW COULD YOU DO THAT?!??!?!" she screamed . I replied " I was sick of my life nothings going well i lost my best friend and i got embarassed out of my mind on the first two days of school your lucky i didnt kill myself " after i said that everyone stared i dropped my plate on the hardwood floor then ran into my room screaming and crying .
   
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6. x0Bellleeboo0x
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   July 31, 2010 9:33pm UTC
   Part 9
   Imperfection </3
   Its been a couple of months now since i have cut through my skin . Nothing new has changed since then. Except my dads put me in therapy. They think it would be best for me to release my inner thoughts . Its almost time for Hanukkah and Christmas . My real dad and i celebrate Christmas. But my other dad celebrates Hanukkah . So we celebrate both. Usually on Hanukkah i just get money . But on Christmas thats when all the gifts load in . It is Winter break and Christmas Eve . My dads have Ham in the oven . We always have ham on Christmas eve. its like a tradition. You could smell its glaze running through the house. I could even smell it in my room . And im in there all the time. I figured they would have ham cooking since it was the tradition . I never got out of my room even on holidays. I heard all my family coming but i didn't greet them. I stayed in my room until the ham was done cooking . Then i heard a voice a very familiar voice come through the house .
   
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7. x0Bellleeboo0x
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   July 31, 2010 9:11pm UTC
   Part 8
   Imperfection </3
   EMO! I didnt know why i did it but i thought it was going to help me . Maybe it would change my life for the better . Maybe just maybe i could find a man . Its been two weeks since the whole commotion happened . Alot of things have changed . I went emo . Marc and I didnt talk anymore. The KATS crew left me alone and i became less of a teachers pet . Even though i was lonely to start off with i was even more lonely now. My dads were scared of me . I dont know why . I mean i was still me but i just cut myself . I dont see the big biggy . Even though i still had a thing for Marc i could feel it slightly going away . I didnt have my mind on him all the time like i used to . Now i have my mind on blood knifes and skin peelings. Its what you feel like when your emo . Well at least for me . At free period All i do is cut through my skin . It was one of the ways it has helped me to stop thinking about Marc . And it was sorta helping. All the pain cleared my mind. I felt different and strangely unique.
   
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8. x0Bellleeboo0x
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   July 31, 2010 9:02pm UTC
   Part 7
   Imperfection </3
   I hopped on the bus ready for a horrible day which is what i got . The kids on the bus were laughing and starring but i didnt know why . Until i looked down . I was STILL in my pjs. They had hello kitty on them. I was so embarassed . Before the bus driver could close the door i raced out and changed . She didnt wait . I had to get my two gay dads to drive me to school .I got out of the car. My dads kissed me on the forehead i said bye and ran away . Everyone stared . I could feel there eyes bleeding into my skin . My life is just a horror road. I saw Marc . Starring with his girlfriend Kayla . They were holding hands . Being happy as ever . Marc and Kayla came over to me. Marc said "hey why is everyone laughing at you ? " like he didn't already know . Then Kayla butted in and said " She has two gay dads that drived her to school because she ran off the bus to go change cause she forgot to take her hello kitty pajamas off in the morning " then i butted in not trying to start a fight " First of all its DROVE and second of all yes its true and thanks for letting everyone know it really doesnt bother me its my life and i love it no matter what " I walked away with pride trying to convince myself that is what i was thinking when i knew it wasnt it . I hated my life. It was like a depressing movie . But even more horrible . So as i walked to homeroom i could see faces laughing so hard. i cried. I cried like there was no tomorrow . Ran then sat .But that is when thats when i went . ......
   
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9. x0Bellleeboo0x
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   July 31, 2010 8:32pm UTC
   Part 6
   Imperfection </3
   I woke up on my bed . Wrapped in all of these pillows and blankets . My parents must've put me there . I have two parents . They love me to death . But there both ... men . My mom died in a car accident when i was three. My dad didn't want to hurt my mom by finding another women so he met a man. I have to gay dads. I didnt really know my mom that well but i could tell she was fantastic. Even though my real dad is gay he still has a thing for my dead mom . My dad put him self through this. He couldnt meet another women . He knew there was no one like her out there . No one could possibly meet his expectations like she did . When she first passed i heard him screaming at night like it was a horrible nightmare . I came into his room and held him tight . That is all i could remember. But now i wouldnt call this love i call this someone else trying to help my dad. But the other dude is gay . I know it . He tries to make moves on my dad every now and then . but my dad refuses . They dont do the same thing a married couple does . They sleep in different parts of the house and they never go out to dinner on anniversaries they just make a home cooked meals for me. I love them to death. So anyways i got dressed for school and stood at the bus stop waiting for a new day of hell to start
   
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10. x0Bellleeboo0x
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    July 31, 2010 7:59pm UTC
    Part 5
    Imperfection </3
    Already on the first day of high school i was starting off on the wrong foot. Being bullied and manipulated. Horrible was it . The next couple of classes went fast before i knew it i was already home. I take the bus everyday . I sit in the front . I was the 2nd to last stop so everyone could get enough time making fun of me there too . when i got off the bus i ran straight to my room . I sat there and took out my box underneath my bed . It had everything i needed in there. Tissues , water , boxed food , clothes , pen paper , first aid kit and my journal . My journal is where i can write everything about me . I tell secrets to it , talk about my day , and express my feelings. Its like my best friend . Except this best friend wont go telling everything i have in there to other journals . So anyways i started writing all about today expressing my feelings. then i grabbed my box of tissues and wiped my eyes . then i grabbed the boxed foods and grabbed a couple of ritz crackers. What i was writing in my journal was like a depression story . No one has to deal with what i do . My life is a disaster. And i can tell my journal everything in it . All the diseases i have and whats imperfect about me and everything basically. I have five other journals too . From different years . I write in my journal every year. this is what has been keeping me from going therapy . So i sat there writing until i slowly closed my eyes and fell asleep .
    
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11. x0Bellleeboo0x
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    July 31, 2010 7:43pm UTC
    Part 4
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    I got up off the toilet and confronted . It was the only choice i had. I said hello to KATS. Thats what they called themselves KATS. It standed for the first letter in all of there names . KATS . So yupp . i greeted them all with a friendly wave like we were buddies or something like that . They all circled around me . Still taking pictures . I asked " Can i help you " Before Sara could answer Kayla butted in " yes you can. why are you crying ? mmmhm Saw me with Marc didnt you ? yea well were you know a item now . Hope that doesnt bother you . " I replied " Nope not at all hes a good friend and all i want him to be happy" She answered " Oh sure i saw you starring at him all of homeroom you need to get over someone who is out of your league dont you see were perfect for each other you deserve more Erik type " Erik was the school Geek right after me . he even made fun of me . He was short . Red hair Brown eyes Freckles Zits Big nose hairy face . He was like my twin except i dont have a hairy face . He was also flat chested no abs or anything . like me i had no boobs. at all . i was even more flat chested then him . So then i replied " Nah , Erik isnt my type i deserve better you know " Kayla said " Maybe thats true but i know one thing if you lay hands on marc i will destroy you and any relationship you have trust me i can do that " i nodded my head and made my way through them trying to look all tough when i was screaming on the inside. i guess the bathroom isnt the place where i could fled my tears and relase my inner pain .
    
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12. x0Bellleeboo0x
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    July 31, 2010 7:24pm UTC
    Part 3
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    I entered the bathroom. As i walked in i saw Kayla's clique . There stood Kayla , Ashlee , Terri and Sara . They are probably the prettiest girls you'll see . I already told you about Kayla the blond blue eyed goddess thats acne free . Then theres Ashlee whose also blond she has the prettiest green eyes waviest blond hair clearest skin a nice balance of freckles not like me Straight white teeth Skinny and tall . I think shes alot prettier then Kayla though . Shes more of the quiet one though who just stands in the back and watches everything go on . Then theres Terri . Shes Puerto Rican . She has these big greenish brownish eyes . Straight teeth and curly dark brown hair. Shes gorgeous too .! Then lastly theres sara. She has straight black hair with a pink streak through it . She has these tiny brown eyes . And these big luscious red lips . Shes pretty but not that pretty. I think the only reason they have her on there clique is because shes tough . shes gothic and emo not scared of anything and can face anyone who comes to harm her. So like i was saying i walked into the bathroom my face red tears flooding my eyes and wobbly as i tried to control my balance. As i walked in the stall i balled my eyes out. I sat their on the toilet crying until Sara busted the door open and Terri and Kayla started laughing out loud . I saw Ashlee just standing there with a smirk on her face as they took pictures with their camera phones taunted and laughed .. my life was over ..
    
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13. x0Bellleeboo0x
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    July 31, 2010 7:06pm UTC
    Part 2
    Imperfection </3
    I went on about my summer. How i read a bunch of different series of books . I didn't read twilight which was one of the only series i didn't read I'm not into love and fantasy im into war and goblins wizards warlocks all of that . The main reason i dont read it is because i dont like to get my hopes of to finding someone who will actually love me . Put their arms around me and never let go . Kiss me without any worry in the world which is basically what all those stories are about . I didnt get my first kiss yet and im in 9th grade . I only had a boyfriend once and that was because my cousin set us up . The boy didnt even like me he crushed for my cousin . my cousin is like a Kayla shes pretty and funny but shes actually smart. she makes me laugh about everything i can totally crack up when im around her. Her names Michelle and shes my bestest friend but of course she has to live California. She lives where everything happens. They made a freakin song for California . but did they make a song for Michigan. No dont think so. So as i was continuing about my summer everyone stared at me like you DONT read twilight wtf is wrong with you but i still continued my story about my summer. Marc couldnt care less all he cared about was getting into Kaylas pants . Which was gross but heartbreaking . When the bell rang everyone picked up there stuff for the next class. I was the first one out of there running to the bathroom the one place in the school where i could wash out my tears .
    
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