Am i still breathing?
Prologue
I'm Hailey. I'm fifteen years old, and my life is great, except for my family life. I have a ton of friends at my school, and im the popular girl who every one is in love with. My grades are okay, and i'm on the cheer leading team. I play soccer, and its my passion. Every day is perfect, until my bus stops, and its time for me to get off, and walk home. I hate being home. I have three brothers, and a little sister. They bully me so much, I cant even tell you how much im hurt. I cut myself, but my parents dont even care, they see the slits and blood stains every where, and the bandages on my wrist, but they could care less. It doesnt matter what I do, unless I do something that doesnt please them. Then they all of a sudden start watching my every little move just waiting to ground me. I never really cared though. I mean, I would get super depressed but Im still here. My older brother Brady, is eighteen and he beats me up a lot. I never really comsidered it as abuse, knowing hes my brother. But I always have at least on cut or bruise on my would be perfect skin because of him. My thirteen year old brother Tanner and I get into fights aswell, and he is taller than me and stronger than me, so I usually end up getting hurt. I never really thought about this until the day when I snapped. It was the day when I was first called, 'fat' and I hated it. I start to replay the memory in my head, pain of the past hurting my head.
"Hailey, what the f/ck?" I heard brady say. I looked at him not knowing what was wrong. "You ate all of the freaking chips! Seriously your so fat, i dont even know how you got into cheer." I dont know why but this was the moment I had snapped. The day I had actually started cutting, and the day I threw up those chips for the first time. This was when I started hating everything about me. And it ate at me, every minute of every day.
Authors Note: Hey guys :D I just started writing this story, and just so you know its a true story about me and my life, I went through everything here, and just thought what happened to me would make an interesting story... feedback? :)