Just venting so you probably wont take time to read this. i understand.
So lately, my mom and i havent been getting along. and for the first time today, she hit me. i never thought this day would come. im actually scared now. I cant really tell anyone well because i will just start crying. i cant even type this without crying. Me and my mom used to be so close and do everything together, and ever since my parents got divorced, everythings changed. my moms been drinking alcohol, everyday. im scared. i dont want to see her get hurt. So lately, shes been calling me names, no mom would ever call their daughter/son. i would say them, but i dont want this quote to get reported for foul language. lets just say she tells me to get out of her life, and she says i can just kill you right now, i couldve smacked you right across the face. im scared.. inside i know she loves me but its so on and off with her. i dont know what to do. some days i get along with her but other days everything just explodes and she yells at me. i really dont know what to do anymore.. i wanted to cut but i always told my friends thats not the best thing to do.. im such a hypocrite. i was put on this earth for a reason so im gonna live. i know better things will happen throughout my life. im just asking wittians that you please give me advice i try to be nice o my mom but she always ends up finding something to yell at me about. Se also says i need to see a doctor. i dont. and if you go on my profile, the only reason i dont have a profile picture is because i dont want people knowing me. thanks. and if you read this i love you. more than words can explain.<3
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