thinking when your alone.
thinking when i'm alone is like being in a mental house.
I hate being alone. i never old anyone this bcuz i'm bad a expressing my feelings.
i just want to be free again and stop thinking about him and his stupid new girlfriend.
i mean sure i'm over him and all but it will never be the same without him, he changed me and touched my life in ways no one else could, he was my first love. and what none of my friends will ever undestand is how hard it was and is to let go of something you gave your all too and gave that person everything. they know more about you then you do yourself.and not a day goes by when i dont think of him, i dont think there will ever be a day that i dont think of him. i'm happy for him i really truly am. he still think im great and he isn't over me. we talked it over and yeah i wish he would text me and talk to me and be there for me but, Hey, what are you going to do? the past i the past dont let it stop you from living your future.