WHAT UP! From the bondocks of Chattanooga, (Ohio). Favorite Song: Atmosphere By Kaskade
Favorite Color: Blue or Black (toss up)
Favorite Place: Snow Bird Resort, Salt Lake City, Uath
Favorite Game: Skyrim
Favorite Shows: Supernatural And The Walking Dead
I work new home construction at Bransteter Builders, ( Its my gpa's company and its family run). I'm part of Parkway FFA and proud of it. I get good grades and I don't play sports but I like to stay in shape tho. I'll listen to any music as long as its not country, I may live in the middle of hick land but i will not listen to their tunes! I LOVE hunting.I drive a big ole F-150. My mom jsut got married so now I have a step brother and sister and I'm the youngest which sucks.
It's been two years since ive last logged on, and in those two years I've finished high school, moved out on my own, started and ran a succuessful business, was a volunteer firefighter, then I enlisted in the Ohio Army National Guard, I went to Basic Combat Training, I went to Adavanced Individual Training, I did all these things in two years and I've been succesful in doing so.
At the end of the day I'm very much alone, and people say they'll lie to my face and stab me in the back, not everyones like this don't get me wrong but a lot of people will........but not everyone hopefully.......
How will I explain my scars to my girlfriend, or if I have kids, or grandkids? Will I just tell them that I was at a point in my life where I'd rather hurt myself then feel it on the inside or that life got the best of me for a ling time?
Decay * posted a quote
December 21, 2013 8:37pm UTC
Well I'm a little confused right now because yesterday me and my girlfriend were hanging out and she was just going through my phone when I realiezed that I have a bunch of picture quotes about suicide and one was set as my home screen! When she was done she acted really weird then she got uhm... affecionate, so i dont know what she thinks and I'm a little concerned so yup sorry for the rant I just had to get it off my chest so sorry about this.