I love you. I love absolutely everything about you. I really do believe that we can make this work. I believe this because you believe this. I believe this because you make me happy and give me hope. Although we're about to be 1000 miles apart, I believe that you will still love me as much as you do now, and I know that I will do the same. I know that these past two months will not be thrown away. It's just another obstacle we have to get through. And I know we can because of everything we've already been through. I am positive you're the one for me, even if we do seperate, I think that we will somehow find a way back together. Where i can be in your arms again. That's my favorite place to be. Being in your arms makes me so happy, and makes me feel so safe. Everytime we kiss, its like everything rushes through my head and tells me every reason I'm completely in love with you.. Something no one else will ever understand. No matter how many people know what we have gone through, they will never understand how hard everything is right now. But I don't expect them to. All they can do is be my shoulder to cry on and be there to say sorry. But I think we all know that all I want is you by my side, forever and ever. Everything you've done, it just makes us. We fit together like no other. I try to explain how much I really do love you to people, but it really doesn't work. No words can describe it. They never will be able to, I promise you that. I know I've made so many mistakes, and I also know that they're all so hard to make up for, but I will. I promise I will. For the rest of my life. I can promise you that I will always love you no matter what the turn out is. You will still always be in my mind. My first real love. I love you. So much.