ventsecretly posted a quote
July 26, 2011 6:29pm UTC
i'm not even sad this time. i'm not upset, hurt or angry. i'm honestly just tired, exhausted actually. i'm tired of putting in more effort than i receive. i'm tired of believing all of you're lies and you proving me wrong every time. i'm tired of getting my hopes up and being disappointed again.
My friend and I were talking Talking about my ex. All the memories were rushing back to me all the good times we had flooded my mind. But I didn't let what I felt shine through Instead I just sat back and laughed at it all. And just as the conversation was about to die down She looked over at me and said "I can't believe you two actually broke up, I thought it would last forever." >>I don't think I've ever broken down inside as much as I did at that moment.
I decided that enough is enough.. that since you obviously don't care about me anymore, I'm just going to move on. Easier said than done, i suppose .. because at the end of the day, I'm staring out the window with these tears on my cheeks. Look what you've done to me...
so tell me how you liked that walk of shame. all my friends glaring at you, did you enjoy the fame? walk right by me, but stop acting like you don't know my name.