i need to get this off of my chest.
last night i had a dream, and in my dream
there was this kid from my gym class.
i don't really know who he is, what grade he's in,
or his name. but i think he's really cute.
in my dream i was standing a distance from him
and without thinking i blurted out that i thought he was cute.
some girls that knew him started giggling and went up to him,
and told him what i thought. he motioned his hand
and told me to come to him.
i walked over to him, and he said, "don't you know?"
and i said, "know what?"
in response he lifted his shirt to reveal an ace bandage
wrapped around his chest.
"you're a transgender?" i asked him.
"i am" he sighed.
i nodded and walked out.
he followed me out of wherever we were, and grabbed
my shoulders and turned me around to face him.
"i wasn't finished talking to you." he said, "i just didn't want you to
think of me that way, and not know the truth."
i didn't care, about that, i still thought the same about him, and more.
"can i have a hug?" i asked him.
without hesitating he wrapped his arms around me, and everything
felt right. we just layed there forever it seemed like, until i woke up.
now, i know he's isn't in real life but i just wonder why he was in my dream.
but, i just accepted it in my dream, and it was probably one of the best dreams
i've ever had. ♥