i'm slowly getting over you...
i try so hard to erase you from my mind, even though i feel like you're pushing me away... theres still something pulling me back in, over and over again. i would do anything for you.
i'd give anything to be with you right now, to be in your arms,
to feel your kiss... all of that thinking kind of faded a little, i finally accepted that if it's fate, it'll happen no matter what.
so i got over it a little.
one night i went to bed...
with tears in my eyes. i missed you too much.
i never told anybody that i cried for you. i didnt even want you to know but at the same time, i kind of did, just so that can prove how much i truly love you.
i had a dream that night. a dream of you.
we would meet up at a park and laugh with each other and something in your eyes, even in my dreams,
told me that you maybe.. just maybe liked me too. so i left, telling you that i'd be back. i did leave.
but i never came back.
i don't know why,
but i just didn't return to that park
to reunite with you again.
i didn't chase you like i normally would.
i didn't run back to you even though i loved you
and i missed you. i didn't do anything,
i didn't go anywhere. so instead?
you chased me.
you ran back to me.
because you loved me and you missed me.
so i started apologizing because i didn't come back,
explaining that i didn't even know why. you just smiled.
and i woke up. wanna know something? i was starting to get over you, and having this dream only made me
want you even more