You want to know whats truly SCARY? Just take a minute to think about it. Pick the happiest & most beautful person you know, guy or girl or even yourself put yourself in the situation. Now take whoever you imagined & think about their life, you think they have this perfect wonderful life, that theyre always happy or have little to no worries. That their life is almost perfect. You may even date them & think you know everything about them. Now imagine that person at home. with a knife to their body. Tears running, no pouring down their face, their sad tiny face thats usually covered with smiles. Imagine them with their pills on the counter spilled all over the place with blood covering th floor. They are crying out for help but no one hears them, their cries are almost
S I L E N T.
How can that be? how can a person scream silently? Easily. They dont want the attention & judgement of everyone or anyone they dont want that look of pitty or dissapoinment. They just want the mental to pain to stop & the only way to stop the mental pain is to create psycical pain. They dont want to be this way, they dont want to hate themselves or cut themselves or starve themselves but its now apart of who they are. They are permanentaly scar'd. Forever. And the only thing between you or anyone else finding out the truth is a pair of long sleeves, makeup or a fake smile. They could be seconds away from death & you would never know. You will only know what they want you to & to me thats just horrifying.
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