ThatSecretSmile

ThatSecretSmile_*

Status: Fighting with Depression since October 2013;

Member Since: 19 Feb 2014 06:37pm

Last Seen: 20 Sep 2016 04:29pm

Location: Currently running away from depression..

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ThatSecretSmile_*
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March 24, 2016 7:47pm UTC

Sometimes I think that i would be better off dead, but then i think of never being able to see my family again, however maybe thats what i need.

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December 2, 2015 5:23pm UTC

This girl told me, if you ever come back, then run away. But how can I run away from something that means the world to you? How can I just say no? I could receive anything I want at that time, and what am I meant to do? Throw everything away?

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November 28, 2015 5:31pm UTC

I miss you so f#cking much.
You don’t understand how you affected my life, in a good way. You made me happy, enjoy my day, the feelings i have for you, no one understands. You f#cked me about, yet I still stick up for you. I f#cking miss you, and you don’t even care. You can walk past me, without even looking at me, or when you look at me and we awkwardly make eye contact you don’t smile or say anything. Thanks for turning out to be a complete d!ck. Even if, i miss and still love you.

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November 27, 2015 4:28pm UTC

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ThatSecretSmile_*
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November 23, 2015 5:04pm UTC

Getting sent for therapy! aren't i just lucky!

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ThatSecretSmile_*
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November 21, 2015 4:55pm UTC

I'm so tired of everything.

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ThatSecretSmile_*
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November 19, 2015 5:20pm UTC

They say, if you love something, let it go, if it was your's then it will come back.
But shouldn't I fight for what I love?
I really don't know what to do anymore, i want to fight, but im tired to fight.
I've been heartbroken too many times, by just crushes,
I really thought this guy would be different.
Please guys, can you help me on what to do?

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posted a quote
November 18, 2015 3:52pm UTC

She ducked the next class, ran home into the bathroom.
Thought to herself she wouldn't break her promise that soon.
One cut... two cuts... three cuts... four
The blood just started dripping from the tub to the floor.
Her boyfriend had a feeling in his stomach that he hated.
He followed it right down to her house he never waited.
The front door was open, he heard the water running.
He stormed into the bathroom and his heart just started gunning.
Nobody seems to get you, you feel you're on your own,
But listen pretty lady you don't have to be alone.
So baby don't cut, baby don't cut.
You can do anything, just promise baby you won't cut.
I know your heart is hurting, you think the road has end,
You may just feel that blade you're holding is your only friend.
But baby don't cut, baby don't cut.
You can do anything, just promise baby you won't cut.
He puts her arm around his shoulder, he's just tryna lean her back up.
Yelling out her name as he lays her beside the bathtub.
Feels his whole world just took a hit from a big avalanche.
Screaming out so heavily, "Somebody call an ambulance!"
Feeling mad angry like somebody's led her onto this.
Her eyeballs are rolling, drifting out of consciousness.
Thinking to himself why the hell did she just stop at will.
The tears just keep on rolling as they head to the hospital.
Paramedics rush her in, the doctor calls emergency.
She's lost a lot of blood the place looks like a murder scene,
An hour later, the doc walks over with a sour face,
And says, "Excuse me for the words that I'm about to say.
I'm sorry for your loss," the boy just starts collapsing.
His own world, his own girl just took a crashing.
Saying to himself that it's his fault and that he let it up.
"Baby, I thought you made a promise you would never cut."

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ThatSecretSmile_*
posted a quote
October 30, 2015 8:48pm UTC

How can i be the real me? I need you to be here with me, supporting me, letting me be the real me, but i can’t because the other half of me, isn’t with me, but its with you. I love you, and you don’t understand that, you’re the first person who i feel so strongly about in a while, if not really the first person in my life. Never have i ever had such strong butterflies when seeing your name, seeing you or even hearing your name or voice. I just hope you will see that soon. Because you mean a lot to me.

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ThatSecretSmile_*
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October 28, 2015 6:38pm UTC

Was going to congratulate myself for being clean 11 months, but then realised i haven;t updated in a while. Never mind

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ThatSecretSmile_*
posted a quote
September 3, 2015 7:10pm UTC

I guess I'm back on here again,
feeling like i did before.
Feeling useless, and just a dissapointment.
What do i do to make everyone happy.
I can't make my own mom happy.

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April 7, 2015 5:59pm UTC

A year since you've been gone..
We all miss you♥
RIP NAN - 07.04.14

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April 5, 2015 12:23pm UTC

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ThatSecretSmile_*
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March 30, 2015 4:44pm UTC

Crying myself to sleep because no one likes me. yay.

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ThatSecretSmile_*
posted a quote
March 25, 2015 2:03pm UTC

How do I message my crush?
Please comment with advice x x x

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ThatSecretSmile_*
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March 22, 2015 6:00pm UTC

Dreading tomorrow..

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ThatSecretSmile_*
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March 21, 2015 3:57pm UTC

After all I am going through, I am still proud to say I have been clean for 4 months. yay!

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ThatSecretSmile_*
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March 21, 2015 3:51pm UTC

I need someone too tell me I am wanted..

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ThatSecretSmile_*
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March 21, 2015 7:29am UTC

Witty is my only friend..

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ThatSecretSmile_*
posted a quote
March 20, 2015 3:53am UTC

She paints a pretty picture, but the story has a twist
Her paintbrush is a razor, her canvas is her wrist.
She paints a pretty picture in a color that's blood red.
While using her sharp paintbrush, she ends up finally dead.
The pretty picture is fading quite slowly on her arm.
Blood no longer runs through her, she can no longer do harm.
Yes, she painted a pretty picture but the story has a twist,
you see, her mind was her razor, and her heart was her wrist.

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