Have you ever wondered what he would do if you just...Left?
Dead.
On the floor, gone?
I am 100% Sure he would not be happy.
What if it was the day he was to show his true feelings?
Tell you he's also been in love with you?
Don't assume. You have to know
Why kill yourself?
Think about your parents
Walk in it's March 4 2012
Your cold dead body on the floor your mother? She screaming the faints hits her head and has to go to the hospital
Your father he walks in disbelief in what has happend tears slowly start to stream down his face, then faster and faster he can't stop. You've never seen him cry. No one has
Think about your best friends. They get a call from your father because your mother is in the hospital with a minor concusion from her fall they drop the phone and their parents come over shocked don't to think.
Want to come back now? You can't
Think about the boy everyone made fun of. Yeah he liked you
He only came to school to see you, he hung in there because of you.
Now he finds out your gone? He is too.
Think about your grandparents. WOW. Seems stupid right?
it's not
They find out the horrific news and you grandma remembers your cousin she commited suicide 4 years ago. Shocked she is just so overwhelmed. Heartattack.
She's now in the hospital with your mother.
Think about your little brother. He was always a good kid, shy,never talked much. Except when he was with you
You told eachother everything. Now he has nothing to say. So why say it? He stops talking. The sight of your dead body scared him to death.
Really regret what you did now? Hurt the people you love the most? Hurts more then any cut.
Kids that hated you? Blame themselves
You know it was your fault you did this to your self. They no longer try to impress, try to insult. They hurt.
Remember 1st grade? You we're best friends with the kids who hated you. They remember those times. That's what hurts the most at times they can't help but cry, asking for you to come back. that boy who was so mean to you drives past your house everyday and can't help but cry and ends up in the hospital, he couldn't see the road cause his eyes were blurred from the tears
Think about cancer. Everyone who has it.
They'd kill to be in your shoes a hard life sure. Nothing can compare to what they went through.They pray every night that they can wake up in the morning. Since when do you do that?
Think about the town. They will hear the news.
Your parents get sympathy while they try to drown out what actually happened.
"I'm so sorry she's gone" they'll say
Or
"im so sorry she killed herself she seemed fine"
Your parents cannot except the fact you're gone.The memories. Other peoples sympathy just makes it worse.
Your parents move away from your Grey house on the corner of that road that was right by your best friends house and that boy you thought was "soooo cutee ". Walking distance from your school, you used to run when you were late and always make it by 30 seconds. 1 block from that kid everyone picked on, neighbors with that really pretty girl who got cancer. 30 minutes from your grandparents. 10 minutes from your cousins house.
Suicide is perminite.
you can never come back.
Think who it'd affect.
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