to my best friends:
Anna&Nicole
Dear Nicole:
you've been through some major crap this year. not only from family, but also from friends. Whoever gives you negative crap... oh yeah? well screw them because they are jealous. They are jealous of the amazing person that you are. I'm sorry for being such a jerk to you. You don't deserve it. I feel like your constantly mad at me.. Even if you're not. What can i do to be a better friend? i honeslty really care about you... sooo much even if i dont show it. you mean so much to me and i love you dearly as a sister.I didn't mean to scare you when I said Id rather die tomorrow, then when im 80. I take it back now. fully. Im soo glad be became close over the summer. You mean so much to me and when i was hanging out with the wrong people and being mean to you.. I cant beleive you forgave me.. only a true friend could do that. thank you, not only for forgiving me, but for being a truly amazing person to me. and im sorry. I love you girl(:
Dear Anna:
wow, have we been through some stuff together. We were close close close.. then the bond started to break. last year it fell.. Looking back, I can't believe what i put you through... ganging up on you, even now you have a right to be mad. You chose to forgive me. thats a great thing to have in a friend. Sometimes i wish i could take it all back. This summer, we got close again, I didn't know if at first you were just trying to be nice, or if you meant it. But by the end of the summer, I knew it wasn't fake. I even still have that letter you wrote to me.. that means a lot. Sometimes.. I hear some crap about you too... and whoever you hear it from.. well they are jealous of you. you are an amazing friend. You mean so much to me. and thank you for everything. the 5 dollars is still in my backpack(: Im sorry for everything I put you last year... and the mean stuff I said. You don't deserve that. I love you girl(:
A little something to both of you:
you guys are both amazing friends. I never forget how lucky and blessed i am to have both of you in my life. I know I can trust you with my life and heck, Id take a bullet for you guys both. I know i can call either of you at 3 a.m. and youd pick up answering whats wrong... im here. and i hope you can do the same for me. you are my best friends. I hope it stays that way. i love you both more then anything. thank you for forgiving me and im sorry.
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