Kso , theres this guy ..
We use to really hate eachother , like him and his friends wanted to beat me and my boyfriend up .. after awhile tho we became friends , very close friends . He use to come over to my boyfriends house everyday and chill with us. We use to go for late night walks to go pick up stuff and he use to give me piggy back rides when my feet hurt from walking. He was my best friend, i trusted him with everything .. lets just say he was my big brother ive always wanted . Feelings started to grow but then he stoped coming around, he called me once in awhile just to talk, but we still werent that close . I lost my feelings for him, but i still condsiter him as my big bro. He still had my back, i had this 30 year old lady call me and treated me, and he was there helping me out, keeping me safe. My best friend use to tell me all the time that he likes me and that but i just didnt beleive it . We stoped talking for awhile, we talked once in awhile when it was like my stauts for a truth is. When i liked his stauts like that he use to call me cute and send me hearts, so one day i desided to ask him if he would ever date me. Then the truth started pouring out, he attculy had feelings for me just like my best friend told me. We started talking alot more after, feelings started getting stronger for both of us. We stayed up intill 5am each day just talking eather on the phone or on cam. He gave me a feeling that i havent felt in a long time, he ment alot to me. He said he loved me and i said i loved him too. He said he cared and i said i cared too. He said he would always be hear for me and would never hurt me. We snuck out just to see eachother, honestly we did anything just to see eachother. Things happend. This happend for about a good two weeks, but then one week he randomily stoped calling and talking to me. He ingored my facebook messages and texts. So i new something was up. Two weeks later, he finelly talks to me, attculy it was yesterday and all he had to say is "i dont love you anymore". It hurt, it hurt real bad. The guy i thought would be there for me for a long time, the guy that said he would never hurt me, the guy that said he will never leave me .. doesnt love me anymore? We kindof talked yesterday about all this, he said he likes this other girl witch was fine because we werent dating, but you cant just stop loving someone that fast. Honestly, after all that your just gonna let go of me? He means so much to me and he doesnt understand how much it hurts. The guy i thought was differnt was the same like everyone else. Hes one year older then me and he cant even answer my one question, he has to ingore me. He cant answer yes or no to "Are we still friends?" After all that hes just gonna let this slip away. I know he'll come running back, because im the only girl that will have a truthful realtionship with him. Unlike his other girlfriends who cheated on him.
Sorry, i just had to get this all out. :/
stephhyy123