Even though I have a boyfriend whos the best dont get me wrong, but sometimes....Im not ganna lie.....sometimes I think of you...I think of us,your eyes, ur laugh, ur smile, the things we love about each other, the things I loved about you,the way you would sing for me, the way you'd look at me, the way you held my hand, the way ud never let a guy near me unless you were holding me, the way you kissed me, the way you made me laugh and how you only smiled that certain way when I did....I dont know what I miss more you....or us....even though I say I dont like you...maybe I do? my best friend then told me "you dont love him you loved the old him"...shes right though beacuse now he has a new gf every week hookups with them probabbly twice out of the whole relationship even when its been a day. This is the thing that got me thinking when I hold your hand its been held by plenty of other girls, when I kiss you your lips have been kissed far to many times when u hug me you already smell like perfume....not my perfume you always say the right things but its probably been told to 10 other girls in the past month....after realizing how I did love him, I loved him when I was his third girlfriend now that Id be your 56th for the third time we went out....I really think Im ganna stick with my boyfriend whoses ganna do the same sweet things you will...I just gotta wait<3 but this time he wont end the same way you did.....desperate...and never happy