ok the story goes i give up on everything - people tell me just keep praying but nothing gets better only worse people tell me to be positive n i try but its hard, try to act like nothing can phase me or hurt me but on the inside im not only crying but i just feel like dying, hear all the voices saying life is what you make it that aint true b/c ive tried to make it the best it could be but it seems like that is falling apart, so now i dont drop to my knees to pray or stand on my feet to show how strong i am or cry to show my weakness but i walk away to show i cant handle it all n im not as strong as i once said i was or as weak as people want me to be but in the middle how i wish to be....if you know what im talking about and know in your heart and mind its true then rate high if you dont understand or dont know the feeling go through everything ive been through in my life then u will understand or just appreciate that u havent...ive had my dad walk out,lost cousins to gang violence, emotional and physically abused, having cancer,and only being 16 yrs old and being told u wont live past 18....ive been through alot more but this poem has helped me when i get down...