fuckyourlifebaby · 1 decade ago
No problem.
& Thank You I Will Need it!
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fuckyourlifebaby · 1 decade ago
Well thank you! :)
You are too!
&Your baby is so cute.
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fuckyourlifebaby · 1 decade ago
Haha Well Thank you! :)
very sweet!
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fuckyourlifebaby · 1 decade ago
Thank you for following me! :)
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UnfogettableMe · 1 decade ago
oh my goodness, thank you. that just made my day :) and i hope so too.
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randi* · 1 decade ago
the picture of you and your son is perfect♥
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UnfogettableMe · 1 decade ago
thats so sweet :) and thank you, i was so happy they could get one before it was too late.
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UnfogettableMe · 1 decade ago
i'm a little jealous. do you mind if i steal him? oh, and youre absolutely gorgeous. that picture of you two is perfect.
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UnfogettableMe · 1 decade ago
hi, you probably don't know me, but i stumbled on your witty, and I think your son is beautiful xx
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Redrosesbleeding · 1 decade ago
Heh yeah.. he's coming up over our schools vacations next week, and not sure what day yet, but ima stay at my friends house nd he's gunna stay at his friends house, and we're gunna sneak out to see each other and walk around town and stuffs and yeah :3333 I'm super excited hehehehe
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Redrosesbleeding · 1 decade ago
I know what chu mean.. I get to see sky soon.. so i'm happy about that, and i'll just get to see how that all goes and hopefully it all works out xD
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Redrosesbleeding · 1 decade ago
He wants too..but as i said, the reason why he had to move is quite complicated and i can't really say why...

but also...i had this boyfriend....completely in love, the both of us. But his parents, they took away everything, and now we can't talk most of the time (he lives outa state...) but like...we talked a little bit today....he told me he's still in love with me..and he'd do anything for us to be able to be together again... and i'd do the same honestly... but sometimes it just feels to hard.... to hard to keep up this act.. of always being okay.... sometimes i just can't do it....
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Redrosesbleeding · 1 decade ago
it's really complicated...well he lives a few states away. We used to be at the same school, but a few months ago he had to move. But he comes up here like once a month...so like yeah..it's hard to explain the real details of it all but yeah.. :/
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Redrosesbleeding · 1 decade ago
We're like....idk how to describe it......he loves me....i love him.....we're not dating....we're just kinda...fwb i guess you could say..
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Redrosesbleeding · 1 decade ago
He goes by Skye.... he's...he's a lot of things to me... we have like a "thing" ...i honestly wish it was more though..
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Redrosesbleeding · 1 decade ago
He does...

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Redrosesbleeding · 1 decade ago
No, i'm just not used to being happy ya know?
so being sad is just a familiar place..
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Redrosesbleeding · 1 decade ago
It's comfortable, it's like i'm not sad, i'm just kinda here, i mean like depressed but it's a beautiful depression. It's a beautiful thing. They way i see cutting for example, is like beautiful, the scars are beautiful and the scars tell a beautiful story of pain and hurting. Ya know?
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Redrosesbleeding · 1 decade ago
I guess I just don't want to feel it anymore... I don't want to feel the pain, the hurt, any of it... yea i stopped.. but i've realized i've become addicted to this kind of sadness within me, I've become addicted to that feeling. Yeah, i have some really good hings in my life happening lately, but there's still plenty of times where i just.. i love that sadness and i just want to stay there... it's complicated to explain...but i love the feeling... as i said, yes, there's some really amazing things happening to me lately, but there's still that lingering sadness that feels good to me...
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Redrosesbleeding · 1 decade ago
Thanks..i guess i just like being able to look at my scars and remember what happened
and the pills just i like the feeling of it.. i know it's bad.. but it's true
and like with the scars, i feel like it just tells the story that i can't or don't know how to tell.. ya know?
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