and tonight
she'll fall into her bed, wearing his hoodie.
hugging the teddy bear he won her at the carnival. her ipod blasting, listening to their song. squee zing her pillow then screaming into it as loud as she can so no one can hear her breaking down
her phone is laying in beside her, hoping that maybe, just maybe he will text her, but she knows that it won't happen. she's looking at
every last picture of him and her, her box of tissues
by her side, right next to that empty tub of ben &jerry's. tonight
is the night you'll run through her head more than
ever. it's impossible for her to feel complete after that
huge hole you left in her heart. and all there is for her to do
is lay there crying & wondering
what went wrong?
and tonight
he'll play basketball like he always does. but
he just can't focus and misses every shot he takes.
eventually he gives up and puts in his headphones
and goes for a jog. but that jog just turns in to him
running so fast he might just forget how to breathe.
he's blaring their song on his ipod as loud as it will go.
playing it over and over and over again. he wants
her back so much it hurts. he'll go home and fall into
his bed, drenched from sweat. he'll still be able to
smell her sweet perfume on his t-shirt. 'i need her
so much' he says to himself again and again. he'll
pick up his phone to see if she's called and it stabs
him like a knife when he sees her pretty face as his
wallpaper. he throws his phone across the room and
one single tear rolls down his cheek as he wonders
what went wrong? ♥
not mine!
just saving