You Dont Know
how much it kills. me on the i nside. You don't even know how much I'm in love with you. We talk, I act like its nothing, when really on the inside I m happy. I know when you're available to talk, and I know when you're not. It kills me every second of the day know that you're not mine. That you could be off with someone and my chances being with yomu could reduce.
You don't know how much I want you. I don't just want you, I NEED you. With out you I'm incomplete. I'm keeping my distance letting you get over him, but as everyday passes by, I get sick and tired of having to wait for you. Remember when you were with him and I told you that I didn't care how long I would have wait for you, just that I would.
well guess what? That's a promise, and I'm still on that promise, I will wait, I don't care how many days, but I will wait because I love you. I love the way you laugh, I love your smile, I love how you're so different from everyone else, I love how you used to look at me, even just the presence of you in the same room, I would love that. And even though I don't see you anymore, I can still imagine what it would be like.
I remember a year ago, i would purposely walk past you in the halls. I would go out of my way just to see you . I was shy then, so I never really said anything but in my mind I was already think about you.
I love you to death, it hurts so much to know that you're not mine. But I know one thing for sure. All our memories about each other, we won't forget about them. I honestly have to say,when we were together, they were the best memories I had and still have. I know I have caused you pain, I've caused my own self pain when I did that. Hurting you was the stupidest thing I have ever done . But right ow you have no idea how I feel, how I feel about you, me, or anything. I love you, but what you don't understand is how much I really do and how much I have changed .
I Love You
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