dear my old friends,
i'm very happy you all had cheerleading together or whatever you did, but i really hope you know i feel really left out. i know people who aren't in cheerleading who hang out with you still, but no not me. if i really could, i could name about 10 people who i wish made an effort like they used to. but slowly but surely i'm losing each & every one of you whether you like it or not. yeah we talk in school but really only 5 of my good friends care enough to make an effort to see me outside of school. i know i should be making an effort too. so i pick my phone up and i try, but i always put it back down saving myself the trouble so that when you don't answer, i'm not as upset. one of my true good friends, is my cousin Amanda. yes i haven't seen her for 3 months but she makes the effort. we don't just talk on the phone or talk on facebook, but we talk on the phone, she cries to me about her problems and how she thinks she has no friends and i make it better by talking her through it, but really i feel exactly the same way....