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September 6, 2010 11:06pm UTC

The more I try to deny it, the more I end up hurting myself. The truth is I love you, I need you, and if you ever left me my whole world would f a l l apart. I’m not sure what I would do. You are the reason I wake up in the m o r n i n g. Most people would think, the more time we spend together would just make it worse, but they are wrong. I could spend every moment of every day with you and I would n e v e r ever want anything to change. The days I spend with you are the best days of my life and the nights I spend with you are the best memories I will ever compile and that I am sure of. If the days and nights ever ended, I would with out a doubt s h u t d o w n. It hurts to think about what that would feel like and it is more painful then I thought to read the words I’m typing aloud. I would put myself in front of you with no hesitation what-so-ever. You mean the world to me and you have no idea. You will never realize how much I c a r e about and l o v e you. Please don’t ever leave me.
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January 31, 2010 7:15pm UTC

People tell me to get over him. He’s not worth your tears or time. Yeah I know that. If I could get over him don’t you think I would? You have no idea how much I want to get over him. My heart is telling me to never give up. But my heads telling me get over him. And I don’t know which one to listen to.Everyone says follow your heart. But people say never give up on someone you can’t go a day without thinking of. If my heads telling me to get over him then why’s he keep popping in to my mind. I can’t do anything without it reminding me of him. I don’t want to like him. Believe me he’s not my first choice but certainly not my last. But I would choose him over ANYONE. No matter how sweet they are to me. He’s still who I’d choose. He lies. He doesn’t tell me anything. And I can’t stand him sometimes. But on the other hand he’s sweet. He listens. And I’m calm around him. It’s like when were together I forget about all my problems and nothing else in the world matters and I’m in a better place. But now it’s all gone. I hang out with other guys but it’s just not the same. When I’m with them I’m thinking of him no matter how hard I try not to. I still get butterflies in my stomach when I am going to be around him. I just want it to stop. But then again I don’t want it to. I want to just want to go back to how it was. Like when I first got introduced to him everyone said I had the biggest smile on my face. And whenever we talked it was like it was just him and me. When we started talking we talked every second of everyday for like 5 months. He was all I thought about then and whenever anyone mentioned his name I’d smile to myself. I wanted to stay up for hours talking to him. I didn’t want to talk to anyone else, just him. But I guess it’s over. I guess no more talking every second of the day, no staying up late talking to him, no more “he’s my boyfriend”, no more waking up to a text saying ‘good morning (:’and no more making plans with him. I didn’t mind not hanging out EVERY week. I was just glad to say “Yeah that’s my boyfriend” and have the biggest smile on my face. Now it’s “no that’s my EX-boyfriend” with a sad look on my face and me fighting back tears. I guess I should wake up and realize that it’s finally over. But I don’t want it to be over I want it back to the way it was. And I’m determined to do whatever it takes to turn this around. No matter who or what gets in my way he will be mine again. NEVER GIVE UP.
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