I f*cked up so bad.
I cant even explain what Im going through right now.
My best friend, hates me now, and so do all my other friends. Because I couldnt keep my D*mn mouth shut. I couldnt stay strong when she needed me most. I lost all of her trust. "This cant be happening"
thats what I keep telling myself. but the fact is, it is happening, and its all my fault. Because I f*cked up. so bad. I regret this so much, she will never trust me again. Im a horrible person. This is the worst thing that has ever happened.
I told her
I told her
I cant beleive I told mackenzie
about whats going on, zoe im so sorry.
words cant explain. I know no one is reading this. but atleast, I know its out there. I dont what to do with myself anymore.
I SO SORRY.