I have a story to share, hopefully no one will make the mistake I had made.
One day I met this boy. He was everything I have dreamed for, perfect hair, smiley face, and a hilarious personality. There were just a few "issues", issues which I overlooked or underetimated. He was two and half years older than me. He was also my best friend's brother.
I felt hopeless. But I had a spark of hope.
One day, he told me he liked me, by kissing me.
In other words, my first kiss.
I was in shock. I was never popular with guys, but somehow, I was ble to charm this one. I felt lucky.
But no one can win just through luck.
Me and him, we were happy for about four weeks. We didnt date, but we held hands, hugged, talked on the phone for hours, and of course kissed. His sister and my best friend was ok with it, but of course as the "little sister's job" had to be grossed out somewhat.
Everything seemed perfect.
November 3, 2012, he asked me to be his girlfriend.
In the past 4 weeks, he promised me so much. He promised he would take me to he movies, he promised not to cut his hair until I straighten it, he promised we would have more times to kiss, he promised me
"Im yours. So dont worry."
November 6, 2012, he broke all his promises. He cut his hair. He pretended he didnt know me. Anytime I tired to talk to him, he would respond coldly "whatever" or "dont talk to me".
I felt used or played. He told me he was not a douche bag looking to score.
November 7, 2012, his sister, and my best friend moved schools. She didnt tell a single person.
I havent talked to her since November 6.
I still feel broken. I feel forgotten. I feel like a toy. I feel like I did something wrong. He still smiles and laughs at school.
I have cried twice at school.
I dont know how I got so unlucky.
I hope he realizes he made a mistake, so that he can fix it and we can both be happy again.
The pain I feel right now is so unexplainable. Everyday. Everywhere. Every second.
Im not sure what I did wrong.
But trust me, Im paying for it.
riaka13