Pain
U caused it,
And then u blamed it on me
Its not my fault
Y Cant u see?
All I ever did was want to help
But u pushed me aside
And cussed me out.
U hurt me the worst
When u thot u were helping
U made me hate everything I saw,
And made me wish I could end it all.
All of it,
the pain and happiness
please just get it over with now
And let me stop all the suffering,
Then mayb u’ll see how.
How badly I hurt b/c of u,
How many times u made me cry.
And how many times I wanted to die.
Mayb if you realized wat u did to me,
U’d stop w/ this sh*t….
And mayb jus mayb,
We’d become close again.
But u know wat
On second thot
Im better than that,
Im too good for a gun shot.
And im way too damn good
For a bloody wrist,
Yeah, u wish, but
It aint gonna happen.
U told me u loved me,
U promised forever
And wtf happened to
Always being together?
So much for that sh*t,
Im done w/ it all,
and its to the point,
where u cant stop it.
No I aint gonna shoot myself,
Im jus done w/ all these lies.
And If u hate it to hurt me,
Then y do u bring tears to my eyes?
Every time u talk to me,
U yell or cuss.
And im done
Im finally givin up.
Talk to me when ur ready to care again,
May be then…..
Mayb then u’ll listen to wat I have to say.
But probably not
Jus like everyother day.
I never wanted all of this drama,
All I wanted was for u to let me care.
U’ve missed ur chance,
Get ovr urself..
I don’t need u nemore
But heres a clue,
U need me to care.
And u know u do.
Well tough luck,
Cuz as of this moment,
I don’t give a f*ck.
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