I don't have a fear of commitment;
I have a fear of abandonment. We all screw things up. I screw things up,
especially with the people I love. I get needy, I get moody, I get distant, I
don't want to be too close. I get confused, I get scared and fear what I
don't understand. But I keep pushing because I hope that I'm no the only
person out there who wants it this bad.
not mine