Dear Boy-
i won't send you this letter, because i realize you're happier
without me. { you broke me } - & now you're going out with
someone else. i know i shouldn't care. i know i should be so
mad at you, but i'm not. i take the blame ; for not d o i n g
the things i knew i should have done. i knew i should have.
i guess if i love you enough, i'll let you go. & let you be happy,
with that girlfriend- but you don't know how much it hurts,
to be me. i have gotten my hopes up several times for you,
just so they could fall. together forever? haha. yeah right.
you little ( l i a r ) . did you really think it would last? i bet
you never loved me. well i'll tell you right now, i loved you.
first love, you could call it. stop ignoring me. don't go around
as if these past six/seven months didn't happen. don't go back
to when we were in January, and everything was okay. wake
up. you may be okay, your l i f e ? that may be okay too. but
boy, i'm not okay. not one bit. i still love you, but moving on
is something everyone has to do. bye boy, --> i wish you knew.
Love, Me.