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April 23, 2011 11:16pm UTC

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ojay96
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February 15, 2011 9:29pm UTC

I'm dead.
On the outside I'm moving, and breathing but,
on the inside all there is,
is a tone of a dead heart beat at the hospital.
Nothing more, then a quiet tone meaning death
a sound that is usually followed by tears and broken hearts.
Yes, that is all i am.
nothing more, but probably less at times.
Either way no one cares for the sound
They hope they will never hear it
They hope it will never be one of there friends.
That's me.
The tone. A endless reminder of death.
The one people despise
The one that means I'm dead
The one that's me.
I wish to say good bye, even though no one will care
I've always been dead Anyways.
No point for fare wells now I will think of all of you,
that turned me into this tone
as i leave, and end this dreadful sound.
At least ill do one thing right, end my life.
No more hatred from anyone
unlike your actions and words
the tone will leave, it will fade away
into a death of its own, to be alone
like it was on earth thanks to you.
I know this isnt that good i wrote it awhile ago when i was really sad... dont hate :)

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ojay96
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April 25, 2010 8:45pm UTC

i LOVED when we could write pages and pages of memories we had together
But now, i just have a stack of books :(
mine, hope you like it, dont stealll it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahaha

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April 24, 2010 9:48am UTC

you keep leaving me, all alone.
you think i don't care your not my friend anymore?
i do care, a lot! way more then you do.
but you did come back once it gave me hope.
then you left me there alone again.
and when ever you left i needed you most.
i need you now, and forever.
i am crying writing this.
i feel i rather die then not have you as my friend.
you feel i should die, then u go on with life.
why cant you leave your best friends with out it being so hard???
even if they already left you, you still gotta go back,
try again, for the hundred time.
my other friends forgot he was my friend,
i think he did to. he hates me for no reason.
and yet i sit here waiting for him.
i know i was always the best friend,
he was just the guy next door.
he didn't even care, he cried when his friends moved
but he left me with out any notice, with no tear.
and i have cried so many times from this i cant even count all them.
i have lost other friends fighting with them,
about if he is my friend or not.
he is my best friend i know it, but i also know I'm not his.
the only good out of this is that i found out who my,
REAL best friends are, they were the ones there for me when you left.
i still cant get over you though, why did you leave?
why did you leave me, then even worse make fun of me
in front of all your friends when i was there, and behind my back.
both ways hurt a lot, i needed you so much.
now i don't even know, i know i want you to be my friend,
but i dont want to get hurt again.
what do i do? i have no one to ask, I'd ask you but,
this is about you, and you hate me.
_-//////\\\\\\-_
_-///// \\\\\\-_
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mine.

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April 23, 2010 6:12pm UTC

i hear the screaming, crying, and music so loud, they think no one can hear.
i think, im sorry for who ever that is, i know what its like, i do that all the time.
i realize im the one that's doing, the screams, the crying and the loud music.
i know is stupid to feel sorry for myself but every1 must do it once in awhile.
i cry more because i know that i do this so much i didnt even kno it was me.
i hear myself cry and scream i also hear my fear that scares me even more.
i think wow why am i crying people go threw much worse everyday for years.
i realize i have it bad to though, but this is stupid i need to stop thinking that.
i know i wont stop i have been crying every night for days months even years.
i cry even more knowing this will never stop please help i think one last time.
mine, like it? press the <3
by the way im not goth or emo, lots my friends thought this made me seem emo or what ever. so yeah its not true tho i dont cry that much but when i do i play music loud so no one hears, i do feel bad fo myself (bad!) i think that why am i people go threw worse so yeah when i do cry i kinda feel like this.. :/

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ojay96
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April 23, 2010 5:50pm UTC

For any one who believes the saying,
"life isn't fair"
did you ever think,
life is fair, but the people in it aren't?
this is all mine, ha, please press the heart!!!! i need more people to like mine.... :/

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ojay96
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April 23, 2010 4:28pm UTC

i always thought you were my bestfriend
i thought you would be there till the end
when ever some thing was wrong you'd b there
i could always talk to you, no madder what
and you would care, too.
i wouldn't have to be the one to always call you
it was just us till the end of time, besties :]
too bad i was wrong, big time.
your still my best friend even if you hate me
i will always be with you even if you don't know
i will always be there for you even if your not for me
i will try to talk to you, and will respond when you talk to me
i will care, and listen, and i will understand.
sence you don't answer my calls i will wait for yours
even if its only because you want to talk about your girl
but now its just me until the end of time,
i wait to comfort you and you wait to yell at me.
i never did anything to you,
you left me.
now i will wait for you to see,
you need me.
if you don't I'll wait til you do,
because i need you.

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ojay96
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April 23, 2010 3:51pm UTC

He is a jerk, i know.
but i cant get over him,
just look at him you see nothing
right? but to me.......
When he laughs i cant help but to smile
When he talks i want to just kiss him
When he walks i want to hold his hand
When he sits i want me in his arms
When he smiles, i cant even explain
You may think it a middle school crush
[i will agree, out loud]
but i know its not, i cant resist.
he is perfect, and the only
reason he's a jerk is because,
he doesn't like me back. </3
all mine haha, not really good i know none of mine are but if you happen to like it, press the <3

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ojay96
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April 22, 2010 9:46pm UTC

Is there still hope
in waiting for a friend,
who already forgot who you are?
all by me, haha press the heart please, well if you like it. i just really cant get over this, can i? i hope he see's these and knows i mean him, i wonder what he would do....

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ojay96
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April 22, 2010 5:12pm UTC

doesn't it bother you how some one can mean the whole world to you but,
to them your just another nobody :'(
all by me lol :] tell me if you like it!!!!! just press the <3

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ojay96
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April 22, 2010 4:49pm UTC

Its so hard to go on knowing they left you and not know why, but maybe it was for the better everyone tells you. You dont want to admit its true, so you just say we've been friends forever. Secretly you know its harder to pretend you guys are still friends then to let the truth come out, im not saying i wont cry any less or be any happier or try just one more time, but i will know its true, they are right, and now because of that,
I HATE YOU
this is mine, i am mad about stupid guy ex-best friends, all is true i have tried many timed cryed i am not so sad about it when i use to be so happy, that no one will leave me alone about if im ok or not, i just lie and say im fine, click hear if u can relate or like it, if you can please comment and tell me what to do, this is such a hard time for me, thanks :]

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ojay96
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April 17, 2010 9:20pm UTC

ITS NEVER TO LATE TO,
be who you might have been

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