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peanut43998
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she will be loved
chapter 16.
"I'll be right out." I left Jason in my room to change into my bathing suit. I changed quickly and walked back out. The afternoon sunlight danced through my window.
"Ready?" I asked Jason.
"Yep."
We decided to stop at his house to get his bathing suit.
"Oh my God. You live here!?" My eyes got big as they traveled over his huge house. It was white with bright pink shutters. It made me laugh as I looked at the shutters. We pulled into the round driveway and he opened my door.
"Do you want to look at it or do you want to go inside?"
"I'll go inside." I said and smiled. He took my hand. We walked into the house hand in hand.
"Hello, kids." A blonde woman greeted us at the door.
"Hi, mom." Jason kissed her cheek. "This is Sophie."
"Hi." I said and smiled. She pulled me into a hug and smiled at me.
"Hello! It's so nice to finally meet you! Jason's been talking about you non stop since... 3 months ago!"
I laughed in spite of the comment.
"Alright, mom. That's enough."
"Where are you guys going?" She asked, still smiling. She was very pretty.
"We're going to the beach. I just have to get my bathing suit."
"Okay, have fun!"
We walked up the stairs. This was like the mansion in the movies. But ten times better. We walked down the hallway to Jason's room.
We walked inside and it was huge. His blue bed was angled in the corner and in another corner, there was one of those egg chairs. I sat in it while he changed.
A little head peeked into the door.
"Hi!" Lilly screamed.
"Hello, Lilly!" She ran over to me.
"What's your name again?"
"I'm Sophia. But you can call me Sophie."
"Hi, Sophie!" She squealed in a little voice. "My name is Lilah. But you can call me Lilly." She said in an important sounding voice. Jason walked out of the room and I stood up.
"Jaysiee!" She ran over to him and he picked her up.
"Hi, Lilah."
She whispered in his ear, but I heard what she said.
"Is she your girlfriend?" She whispered.
"Yes, she is." Jason whispered and smiled at her. Jason put her down and she ran over to me.
"Are you a princess!?" She whispered excitedly.
"No!" I laughed. Her eyes got big. She danced around the room with her hands in the air.
"You're pretty enough to be the prettiest princess in the whole wide world!"
"look for the girl with the broken smile. ask her if she wants to stay awhile..."♥ ""
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she will be loved
chapter 14.
"Sophie, I want you to talk to your dad." We were standing in front of my house after Jason asked me to be his girlfriend.
"Jason, I know. I want to, too. But I'm afraid."
"Of what?"
"I'm scared of my dad." I admitted. "I don't want to talk to him. Well I want to. But I'm too chicken." I said, looking down. He picked my chin up with his pointer finger. I looked into his eyes.
"I'll stand right behind you. And if you've got it under control, I'll walk out. I promise. I won't leave."
"But I'm scared."
"You don't have anything to be scared of. I'll protect you." He promised. "I will. I swear."
"Okay, fine. But if I die, you're not invited to my funeral." I joked. He smiled his crooked smile and followed me into my house.
"Dad?" I called. I found him in the living room, straightening up. He was dressed nice and he wasn't drunk... okaaaay.
"What are you getting ready for?" I asked. He looked up and smiled at me.
"Hi, Sophie."
"Hi."
"I'm just cleaning up." He said and smiled again. I was so confused.
"Okay, dad. I'm going to ask you something. Please, don't hurt me."
"Wait. Why would I hurt you?" He put his hand up to stop me. "I wouldn't ever hurt you."
"Y-you don't remember anything, do you?" I remembered health class when Mr. Barrio told us that drunk people don't remember half of what happens.
"Remember what?" His words were slurred. I looked at him with big eyes.
"Dad," I started crying. "You drink. You're a drunk. You beat me. You kick me, hit me, hurt me, and you even cut me. You don't remember?" My voice started shaking. I sat on the couch because if I didn't, I'd fall over.
"I never cut you. I never hurt you."
I lifted up my side bang and showed him a bruise. I put it back down and lifted my sleeve to show him my scar.
"Dad, please. I want you to stop drinking. Please. I'm begging you. I don't want to come home to a beating anymore. I just want someone I can call 'daddy' again." Jason left the room a few minutes ago, as he promised. I had it under control.
"Please," I repeated. "I can help you. I want to help you. I'll take you to rehab. I just want you to be normal again." I was sobbing and I couldn't control myself. My dad came over to me and I shrunk, just in case he was drunk and would hit me.
He didn't hit me.
He sat down beside me and rocked me back and forth.
"I'm so sorry." I felt his tears fall down onto the top of my head. "I'm so sorry." He repeated again. "I'll do anything to make it okay again."
"look for the girl with the broken smile. ask her if she wants to stay awhile..."♥ ""
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she will be loved
chapter 13.
We were getting up to leave the hospital at around 5:00, and his grandma stopped us.
"I wanted to tell you that you're very beautiful." She said, smiling at me. "You remind me of Michelle."
"Grandma." Jason said cautiously.
"I'm sorry." She said and hid her face. Jason pulled me out of the room before I could ask about it.
"Who's Michelle?"
"It doesn't matter." He said and pulled me by my arm out to the car.
"I want to know." I demanded.
"Sophie, it doesn't matter."
"I don't care. Just tell me."
"No. You'll get upset."
"I promise I won't." I told him. "I promise." I repeated.
"Fine." He said after we got in the car and buckled our seatbelts. "I was in love with her." He explained.
"That's it?"
"No, that's not it. But I don't want to tell you the rest. It's stupid. I was stupid."
"Jason, just tell me."
"I proposed to her. But we never got married. It was a stupid thing to do. We were young. We didn't know what we were doing. And she left. I never heard from her again."
"You were engaged!? Why didn't you tell me!?"
"Because, talking about her hurts."
"Huh. Well that's great to know." I said and slammed the door shut when I got out of the car.
"Sophie, what's wrong?"
"Nothing." I walked up to the door of my house.
"Tell me!" He said and grabbed my arm.
"I can't ever be anyone's first. Ever! It's not fair. Now, I have a broken heart again."
"Sophie, do you think you're the only one in this world that's ever had a broken heart?"
"No, I-"
"You're not the only one! It broke my heart that she left me. I was in love with her. I wanted to spend my whole life with her. She left me." He raised his voice. "My heart was broken. It seems like you think you're the only one that's ever had a broken heart or something. But my heart isn't broken anymore. It's slowly coming back together because I met you." He started crying. "I'm sorry, Sophie."
"I'm sorry, too. I didn't mean what I said. I know I'm not the only one with a broken heart. I just feel like everything I do has to be hard. None of it's ever been easy since my mom left us. It's never been the same. It's never been easy. I'm afraid of my dad. I can't talk to him without him punching me. It's never been easy. I just-" He leaned in to kiss me. I smiled when he pulled away.
"You won't ever have a broken heart again."
"How can you be so sure?" I asked, looking up at him.
"I just know. Wait here. I'll be right back." He ran to get something in his car and came back with his hands behind his back. He stood in front of me, smiling.
"What?" I started laughing.
"Sophia Leigh Rosewood," He pulled his arms in front of him and was holding roses and a white teddy bear with hearts all over it. "Will you be my girlfriend?" He handed me the roses and I took them in my hands. I smiled at him.
"Yes, Jason. I'd love to be your girlfriend."
"look for the girl with the broken smile. ask her if she wants to stay awhile..."♥ ""
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