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My letter to him
<<if you're reading this, then thank you.>>
I miss you so much. It's been 2 weeks since we've actually talked. But anyways, there's some things that I've wanted to say that I'm not brave enough to tell you. So I'm just gonna say it here, I wanted you to know that I appreciate every last thing that you've ever done for me. You've saved me from myself and been there for me so many times before, when nobody else was there. You would make me feel needed, wanted, & cared about. You never lied to me about anything. You used to always make sure I was happy, laughing, & being happy with life in my worst times. It's unbelievable how I could tell you anything without even thinking about what you would say because I knew you wouldn't care. Every time I used to see you I would be so happy because we were actually close, and you were the one person I could trust. When we used to talk every single day, I took it for granted. I regret that so much. But now I feel like the more I realized how much you truly meant to me, the more upset I get. I appreciated you so much and I still do, but I never realized how much it meant when we used to talk all the time. I remember when we got sick of each other one day and it was like a slap in the face when you needed time to "breathe". But that was in March, and it's almost a new year. In February, it'll be a year since we met. I remember everything about our friendship and all the jokes we had, but I feel like I f*cked up a lot of it with my stupid drama and made you think I'm really dramatic, when I'm not, I was just going through a lot at the time. But now I'm not like that anymore. We talk at least once a week now, but that's because you're always busy. It's okay though, once a week is fine as long as I get to talk to you. I don't even like you as anything more than a friend, I just miss you. Anyways, even though you're never really gonna read this, I love & miss you(as a friend) and I hope we don't drift anymore than we already did.
-Jen
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