hi. so i want to tell you my story. i need your help more then anything.
im 13 years old.
i am a competitive cheerleader
i do okay in school
people say im "pretty" every day
people say im the most outgoing person they have ever met
im popluar
i have a ton of friends that i love
if you really knew me, you would know im depressed.
me? depressed? no way.
im worthless.
im pathetic.
im fat.
im ugly.
i hate my life.
when im in school i am a completely different person. in school, with friends, at practice for cheer, im different.
when im with my mom, i cry. daily.
with my dad, i stay locked up in my room.
i talk to nobody.
i hide behind my computer.
i wish i was someone else.
i think about dying.
i think about cutting myself.
i wish people could see through my act i cant break through
nobody in the world would expect me to be depressed.
truth is, i hide in a shell.
i bottle up my emotions.
i need help.
please.
someone.
anyone.