FROM MY BOYFRIEND:
baby, you have no idea how much i feel the same way. i'll never be able to show you just how much i love you and it kinda sucks but i'll try as hard as i can. It doesn't matter what we're doing as long as we're together i just feel so amazing when i'm with you and around you. Like we said we've very different people but in a really good way. You know you'll always be safe with me. I'd give anything, even my life for you and i'd be glad to. You mean so much to me it's insane. I'm only truely happy when i'm with you. You bring out the best in me and that's the 100% truth. You make me do, say, and feel things that no one else ever could. And when we're not together i just feel lost. Like it's ironic, usually people in relationships act different and can't be themselves around there partner but i'm only really myself when i'm with you. Other wise i'm just going through the motions with, hoping, and doing nothing but thinking about you and counting the seconds until the next time we see each other. It seems like days since i've seen you but in reality it's been a few hours and i hate it. Time slows down when i'm not with you and it speeds up when I am. I just keep thinking about you and hoping you're okay. You're at cheerleading and I HATE IT literally HATE it that I'm not there to make sure you're okay. Yanno? Like no being able to protect you makes me feel useless cause it's my job and i wanna make sure you're always okay. I love you so much and anything i hear from the gym makes my heart skip a beat hoping that they didn't drop you. I feel like this whenever we're not together but that makes the time we are together that much more precious and i hate talking like this, but no matter what i'll always love you. You'll always be my first love and the love of my life. I NEVER wanna lose you baby. Ever. and i'll do my best to prove that to you. I'll always be your baby. Just know that you're the reason i get outta bed every morning. You're my motivation. When you stay up with me and let me just vent to you i can express myself in a healthy way and all i can do is thank you. I literally owe you my life. You saved me from cutting, drugs, and everything and I couldn't be more thankful and i know i'll always turn to you first with anything. Being with you is the best dream come true. Youll be a great mommy one can and incredible wife and i cannot wait. You've given me confidence and so much to give me hope for my dream. I don't care what happens as long as i have you by my side to endure it with me, we can get through anything and i know that for a fact. In the long run, I love you more than anything baby. Forever and Always. <3