please read. i need help. so basically, i'm addicted to food. there's not much more to it. i'm always eating, its ridiculous. once i get to school, i go for my snack. and i pack a ton, and i eat it all. i soon as i get home from school, i got straight to my cabinet and totally eat it all, then comes dinner, i eat all of it, then i have a huge dessert. it's not like im fat - i'm quite skinny, actually, except for my stomach. it's not flat, and what i sit, the skin rolls over my jeans. its awful, it's like i constantly need something in my mouth. this is why i am going to stop eating. i know its wrong, i know it's unhealthy. it's going to be so hard for me. i know that its what you would call anorexia, and that it's a disease that can lead to death. i know that, okay? don't tell me otherwise. it's not how big i am now that i have a problem with, i just have a feeling im going to wake up some morning and not regonize myself. im going to be so obese, it won't even be funny. so please, all i need is some advice and help. please.
if you just read that, i love you. to death.
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