So it's your birthday today. And I just thought i'd let you know how incredibly overjoyed I am that you were put into this world, and that I got so damn lucky to have the pleasure of meeting you. I don't think i'll ever get my point across when I say that you mean more than anything to me. You're so special. So, so very special to me. I cherish the times I talk to you because who knows? This, us knowing eachother, might not last and then what will happen? I don't know and I most certainly don't want to find out. You've made such an impact on not just my life but me as a person. Your attitude on everything, how honest and blunt you are, is so outstanding and admirable to me. I understand everyone holds a lot back, I know you do, but when you do let it out, when you break down to me, I can't help but wonder how you do it. You've always acted so put together and strong in front of me, in front of a lot of people, i'm sure. God, I just, I can't begin to explain any of this, I've been writing this for the past two days trying to get my point across, trying to find a way to elaborate the thoughts in my head when I start thinking about you. But, then again, there's too much. I don't think I think about anything as much as I think about you. I'd love to say this to you personally, whether it be over phone, webcam, etc. but how could i possibly do it that way when i've already revised and edited this speech so many times in my mind? You're more than worth the time and effort I'm putting in to making this sound even remotely tolerable. I'm going to end this soon, but just know that i love you. I have always loved you and I will always love you.
And I hope you had a wonderful birthday today, beautiful girl.