My lover's got humor, she's the giggle at a funeral. Knows everybody's disapproval, i should've worshipped her sooner. if the heavens ever did speak, she's the last true mouth piece. Every Sunday's getting more bleak, A fresh poison each week. We were born sick, you heard them say it. My church offers no absolutes, she tells me "worship in the bedroom." The only heaven i'll be sent to, is when i'm alone with you. I was born sick, but i love it. Command me to be well. Amen, Amen, Amen.
Having s.ex in the morning, your love was foreign to me. It made me thing maybe human's not such a bad thing to be. But i just laid there in protest, entirely f.ucked, It's such a stubborn reminder one perfect night's not enough.
i miss being a stranger. I remember when you' d treat me like I was a stranger. Someone who was just entering your life. You wanted to impress me -- and you did, but now i miss the way you showed me the back of your teeth in a smile when I did nothing at all The urgency to talk, to update and tell all of your secrets disappear as I stay longer in your life. It's easier to trust a stranger -- someone who doesn't know you. You can spill all of your feelings because you may never see them again. I know that I like being by your side, but what I'd give to be a stranger for the rest of our lives. J.L.
i'n autumn i found a boy who asked me to cut my hair and said i love you only after s.ex and six shots i sipped tea and told my friends about him they said if you're happy and knew i was not. in winter i kissed a girl who tasted like cigarettes and said i love you all the time but hurt herself whenever i made mistakes she threatened to kill herself if i ever left my friends watched me wash my hands and did not tell me to test that. in spring i spent time with a boy who told me it was his way or no way and when i challenged that, he told me i love you and that's why i'm doing this my friends saw my bruises and gripped my wrists while i said i deserve him. in summer i wanted no one at all and when he walked into my life i didn't expect to fall but he kisses like the devil while keeping all my demons away my friends held my gaze and told me keep him. stay. -- r.i.d
I think you'll notice when things become different,the good vibes in our lives won't feel so consistent. And less becomes more, 'cause the weight is too heavy. I swim in the water that's breaking your levy. The way that you left me is alright, it's alright. If i argue the point then we yell and we fight. And i won't be young for the rest of the night, you might hate my words but you know that i'm right. You know that I'm right. This is your life, there's no way to run from it, the doubt in your brain or the pain in your stomach. I only have but one complaint at the moment, Don't paint me black when I used to be golden.
I admit that i have realized, I'm not built for nine to fives but you know, I'm no good before noon. So I ask myself why you decide to waste your time On a storefront's phone, when you could've stayed at home Sleeping instead, a choice to never leave the bed again. We change the pace, We count each other's debts There's forty minutes left in our day, Or should i say days? You could've told me from the start I could've kept you safe from harm. I coud've left you alone, You could've worked from home. Square one instead, a choice to never leave your bed again.