The FRUSTRATION!!!
I'm supposed to sit here and act like I'm ok with you wrapping your arms around her waist.
I'm supposed to force a smile when she waves to me while my heart is breaking, while I'm feeling this ACTUAL pain comsume me from the inside out. Then I realize there's nothing I can do about it. I have to live with this pain for as long as you say. Who knows how long that will be. You both seem so in love and it's only just begun. I have to be patient. I HAVE to be. Because, in the end, it will be worth it. It will all be worth it.