Why do men have to be so difficult? Why do real relationships take so much work? I thought that once I had Aurora he would grow up at least a little more. He still hardly listens to me though. And in order to get him to do what he needs to I have to not just tell him but also show him how I'm upset after he hasn't done it after so many times of being told. I'm afraid to move back in with him because I don't think things will change for the better. I love him, I really really do. But he needs to be a good dad for Aurora, and he needs to be a good boyfriend to me. He also really needs to get his priorities straight.
I hope that someday, somebody wants to hold you for twenty minutes straight, and that’s all they do. They don’t pull away. They don’t look at your face. They don’t try to kiss you. All they do is wrap you up in their arms, without an ounce of selfishness in it.
Run your fingers through my soul. For once, just once, feel exactly what I feel, believe what I believe, perceive as I perceive, look, experience, examine, and for once; understand. ♥
A mark for every breath you took, every blink, every sleepy yawn. One for every time you sucked your thumb, waved hello, closed your eyes and slept in the most perfect darkness. One for every time you had the hiccups. One for every dream you dreamed within me. It isn't very pretty anymore. Some may even think it's ugly. That's OK. It was your home. It held you until my arms could, and for that I will always find something beautiful in it.
It's been 9 months with my amazing man, and I still couldn't be happier. I love him more than anything and I love the precious little life we'll be bringing into this world in a few months. I would bever trade being with him for all the world, not ever. He's the best thing that could ever happen to me, and he takes such amazing care of me. I'm so glad I get to spend the rest of my life by his side.
Everytime I say I love you... I'm really trying to say so much more than those three little words. I'm trying to say you mean more to me than anyone else in the world. I'm trying to let you know that I adore you and that I cherish the time we spend together. I'm trying to explain that I want you and that I need you and that I get lost in wonderful thoughts every time I think about you. And each time I whisper "I love you", I'm trying to remind you that you're the best thing that has ever happened to me.