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I'm 14, in 8th grade, and I suffer from depression. I haven't gotten diagnosed with it, but I am 99.9% positive i have it. I haven't told my parents. I used to cut and burn myself, but I stopped for my boyfriend. And I have suicidal thoughts at least 5 times a day, I constantly just want to die, When I go to sleep, I just wish I would never wake up. I have tried to kill myself. 6 times. I feel like no one cares about me, that I'm not even worthy of my boyfriend's love or care, I feel like he shouldn't be worrying about me constantly, he has more important things to worry about. I feel worthless. That I'm just nothing. I wear a fake smile when I go out with my friends, or go to school. But when I go home I stuff my face in my pillow and cry my eyes out and just wish I would die already. I need help. I've only told my boyfriend & best friend about how horrible my depression is. Please, favorite this so I know at least some people care, and I swear, this isn't just for faves.