Andjela *

Status: I do this great thing where I take things for granted and regret it/try to fix it when it's most likely too late!

Member Since: 13 Mar 2012 06:50pm

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Andjela *
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October 8, 2013 10:47pm UTC

It really is a good thing to know somewhere in this world, there is a person that just wants to protect you.

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Andjela *
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October 6, 2013 2:07pm UTC

No, you never saved me. And no, he isn't saving me. I'm the hero of my own life and I'm saving myself.

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Andjela *
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October 6, 2013 2:03pm UTC

Somewhere in between good and bad, happiness and sadness, ignorance and knowledge, insanity and sanity, pride and insecurity, I lost myself.

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October 1, 2013 10:27pm UTC

You showed me that I was just a dreamer, that everything I wanted was unrealistic. My expectations were too high and that there was no person on earth that could be as perfect as I wanted them to be. Yet you tried to show me that you were the best for me, and you clearly showed me that I wasn't the best for you. We are crazy. And it's truly sad we were more crazy about being right than being crazy about one another. We had intense feelings, but they were for the wrong things. They were for things that didn't matter. And nothing would have changed if we stayed together. Put crazy and crazy together and someone ends up dead. We weren't right for one another. I lost faith in my hopes and dreams and almost settled for the idea that I won't be able to do certain things if I stayed with you. I pushed my happiness aside so I could try to let you keep your own happiness. And I could've only done that for an oh so long amount of time. But now that we're over, I feel like I can dream again. I can do anything I want. Anything is possible in my own little crazy world.

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Andjela *
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August 21, 2013 10:37pm UTC

I just want a big change. We don't have to be so attached anymore. Let's go on with our lives knowing there is a silent armistice signed between us. There is a silent agreement that we both love each other and there is no need to overdo showing it. Affection is temporary, this compromise, however, could last as long as we choose to. If you love me, which I know you do, I shouldn't take your attention from more important things like school so you can prove to me that you do. And if I love you, which I do, you have to meet me halfway. I'd rather look forward than back as much as you do. It's hard though, you don't really understand the way I felt and still feel. I also don't understand the way you felt. And we possibly never will get each other this way. But let's help each other move forward, accomplish things in life than need to be accomplished, and stick together. I enjoy your company, that's why I'm still here. I enjoy your presence no matter what form you take to be there. I'm not looking at fate, or 1 in a million chances anymore. I'd rather face the world with you by my side than face you with the world on my shoulders. I guess this is a white flag, to show I surrender and I give up arguing with you over things I won't remember when I'm 30. Please don't make me say forever anymore, because I want you around now, and let's make the now mean more to us. Please.

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Andjela *
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August 16, 2013 2:35am UTC

I don't think anything will make him realize how deep this pain is. I don't think crying on his shoulder for the first time made him see things differently. He didn't look at me like his own heart broke when he saw me crying. He probably sees it all the same: another thing we just have to forget. And by 'we' it would be ME.

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Andjela *
posted a quote
August 14, 2013 11:23pm UTC

How many tears must I shed
For you to feel what I feel?
How many tasteless fights have to be fought
For you to give me a reason to stop?
How much hatred can I give you
So you can finally fight for my love?

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Andjela *
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August 14, 2013 10:56pm UTC

You know, I could live without a lot of this weight on my shoulders if I just left him. I'm too used to being weighed down into the earth, so I never do leave. If this weight disappeared, I would fly like a bird, fly away freely somewhere where I won't be shot down by ridiculous things like 'love.'

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Andjela *
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August 14, 2013 10:48pm UTC

I'm losing my mind on a boy that was never worth it. I'm gaining trust issues and having problems connecting with other people because this boy is draining out all of my trust by the second.

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Andjela *
posted a quote
August 13, 2013 12:16am UTC

I can't stop this, I can't control this.
But the feelings are gone,
They're drained out.
They were never meant to stay.
I don't feel love for you.
I cannot say those words anymore.

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Andjela *
posted a quote
August 13, 2013 12:02am UTC

So please help me lord,
Because I don't feel anything anymore.

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Andjela *
posted a quote
June 3, 2013 9:11pm UTC

We're digging deeper holes that we repeatedly jump in. Each time we jump, we're only hurting ourselves more. I feel like we're even pushing each other down these holes.

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Andjela *
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May 28, 2013 11:55am UTC

Please just stop dragging this on already. Let me go so you can live again. So I can be happy again. I just cannot do this anymore.

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Andjela *
posted a quote
May 19, 2013 5:30pm UTC

Time flies by when I'm with you now. A day with you feels like weeks. A year with you feels like ten.
I don't want to feel like I'm dying waiting on you.

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Andjela *
posted a quote
April 28, 2013 9:18pm UTC

Please let me fall
Into the depths of despair.
You couldn't be able to make it.
You can't breathe this guilty air.

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Andjela *
posted a quote
April 21, 2013 9:46pm UTC

I don't want this to end.
We had our fair share of ups and downs
But our roller coaster has just gone...flat.

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Andjela *
posted a quote
April 21, 2013 9:36pm UTC

What can I possibly tell you?
Sometimes feelings are made to stay.
Or they're made to fade away from us.
What our feelings are supposed to do:
Let's try to figure it out, please.

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Andjela *
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March 4, 2013 3:01pm UTC

When you fall in love with someone,
You may not always realize it right away.
You subconsciously want to jump in their waters.
Hot or cold, you're ready to feel what they feel.
You're willing to view things from a different perspective.
You want to indulge into their interests, dislikes, stories, memories.
This desire overcomes your mind and heart, and you can't help it.
It grabs your tongue, leaving you speechless.
Your heart stops for a moment, then begins racing at the thought
That maybe you were meant to feel this way.
That maybe you really did fall in love.

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Andjela *
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January 22, 2013 12:57am UTC

I want to disappear. Not die, I'm not suicidal. I just want another life. A new personality. I'm tired of this facade
I put on for everyone close to me. It's been so long and no one even notices me as anything different. No one can tell that I hate everything about this life. No one can understand what this feeling does to me. There is nothing that can be close enough to me to understand. I'm tired of waking up in the morning in this body, with this personality, seeing those people and pretending I am okay. This feeling is so much deeper than not being fine. It's hitting harder than anything else that's hurt me.

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Andjela *
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January 22, 2013 12:42am UTC

I know it's bad to feel bad about yourself. But honestly, why are things this way for me? I try to be the best person I can be, and I just get treated like crap. I get kicked around like a piece of trash. Walked on like a floor. Nothing is going my way. Everything took a sharp turn in the opposite direction from the way I wish they'd go.

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