So I liked a guy and my friend (Lexi) liked one of his friends but she knew I liked the guy (Josh).
So Josh asked Lexi out and she said yes even though she's a year older than him, knew I liked him, and liked his friend, not him.
They kept it from me for about a complete day where I was talking to her literally the entire day and when I wasn't mad she kept insisting I was mad.
So then I did get mad at that and tried to stop the fight. Then she went and "summarized" our fight to Josh in a complete utter lie telling him that I blame her for my pain and depression even though she knows the complete story and exactly who I blame for my pain and depression. And she also told him that I don't care about her which isn't true and when Josh tried to confront me we started talking and I explained everything to him and he found out it she wasn't telling him the truth and that it was all a lie. And then she kept insisting that I should think of the guy I liked before Josh which the only reason I liked Josh was so I could stop liking the the other guy cause we are best friends and he helps me out with my depression and it was getting in the way of our friendship and him helping me so I didn't want to like him. But then as soon as I stopped liking Matthew and started liking Josh, Lexi goes out and starts dating him. She won't talk to me because she thinks I'm "not calm" even though I am and she doesn't want to think that and wants me to talk to her when I calm down, although I am calm so I don't know when to talk to her.
Help me? Please.