Why Me?! #3
"Hey" he said and smiled. "Hey" I said back and looked at Shanay shyly. "Go...." she said and shooed me away. I was petrified. The last relationship I was in was when i was 16. He died. I was actually in love... which is very weird for 16, I know, but oh well. I'm scared that will happen to me again. I was so devastated that I had gone emo for a year and a half, then tried killing myself but failed. Only Shanay knew about the suicidal part of my life and watched me for a long time. She was really protective of me since then, I love her so much(: She saved my life actually. Well, off of that subject, I don't wanna cry!:/
He took my hand and walked me to his truck. He opened up the passenger seat and helped me up. I had just gotten over a broken ankle so that's why I needed a little help. We talked about life and stuff on the way there, and I learned that he was 19, like me, and also had a brother and a sister. He learned that my birthday was July 8 and I learned that his is March 4. We also figured out that our style and music taste is kind of similar. We both like country and new pop and love Eminem but think he's dirty. We both like plaid and modern themed stuff. We also both like blue, black, white, red, green, and yellow. We have the same sense of humor and things like that! Once we were there he got out and opened my door for me. I went to step out of the car but it was higher than I thought and I almost fell, but he caught me. He's really strong! I could feel his muscles through his shirt. I mean I'm really skinny for a 19, almost 20 year old. I weigh 100 pounds...:/ I blushed and said "Oh, goodness, thank you hunn!" That's another thing about me... I say hunn and budd a lot! We went inside and the worker sat us down. We agreed on ordering a plate of orange chicken. We talked about our families, and about the food here, and about memories we have. We laughed a lot and had a great time! I went outside so I could get a piece of gum. It was about 9, so yeah it was dark because it was June. The place was packed like Hallowell usually is, so we had had to park across the street. I looked both ways, and crossed on the cross walk. I went to his car and grabbed a piece of gum and I was standing in the door. All of a sudden an 18-wheeler comes flying down the road. It hit the car door I was standing behind and it closed on my legs. I screamed really loud. Oh my god, I think my leg just shattered. I was about to pass out but I held myself together. The truck kept going and Jayson ran outside. He ran across the street and immediately called 911. He opened the door and I collapsed int his arms. I was shaking and I couldn't stop. I heard him gasp when he looked at my legs... I didn't want to look. Why me?!