I smile...whenever I see you, whenever I hear your voice, whenever our eyes meet, whenever I hear your name, whenever I see a picture of you, whenever you're there I'll always be smiling.
I cry...because you aren't mine, because you're 2 years older, because you're going to boot camp next summer, because I'm falling hard for you, because we've never actually spoken to each other, because our chances of being together are so small, because you're the one I want but don't have, because you are all I see anymore and I wish it was the same with you.
I don't think you realize how much I care about you. Even though I haven't even known you that long. I don't think I could take it if I saw you with another girl. It'd break me into millions of unfixable pieces. I want all of you always and forever, through thick and thin until the end. I've fallen hard for you and everyday I'm falling deeper and deeper and I'm hoping someday you'll catch me. If not now, then at least in the future I hope fate brings us back together. Cause I honestly think you're The One. Everything about you is perfect to me. Your voice, your eyes, your hair, your personality, everything. I wish you were mine.