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ohhhh heyyy(: My name is olivia i'm 15 and im a sophmore in highschool, life isn't that easyy for me. But i manage to make it through everydayy :p I work at my uncles restraunt as a krazy ice cream scooper! Yes, i do have depression and yes i have big scars on my hips to show it. But i know im strong enough to overcome whatever crosses my path because if i wasn't i wouldn't be here <3 I have a close group of friends that help me through everything and i don't know what i would do without them(: But yess, follow me <3 I don't bite :P

littleboo99
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November 13, 2012 4:54pm UTC

My Facebook Christmas!
On the 12th day of christmas my facebook gave to me,
12 freaks im blocking
11 friends just watching
10 corny topics
9 busted friendships
8 friends complaining
7 stalkers stalking
6 party invites
Fiivvveee Drama Queeeenssssssssss
4 game requests
3 photo tags
2 friends-a-pokin
and a creep who wont stop inboxing meee!!
Just sayin.

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littleboo99
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October 28, 2012 6:20pm UTC

loving him was red <3

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littleboo99
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September 22, 2012 5:47pm UTC

Dear mom,
I'm not like most teens.
I'm 15 with a job, cheerleading, and jobs that are important at home. Like washing my clothes, making sure i get good grades, and watching over my little brother. So yeah, i have no life. So? I didn't like it at first, because i had no time for friends, and i thought that i deserved that right. But deep down inside i'll be thanking my mom later from keeping me away from making the descions that could define my future. I can not thank her enough. There will be times i get to be with friends and hangout but it won't be everyday. I accept that now. And im taking the time to say this now because there will be times friends and future possible relationships will want me to give up working hard to save money, and wanting to stay home and take care of things that matter. But i won't give it up. No way, what i do is helping my family and me in the long run. Friends will come and go and we all know boys will too. But right now, theres no way in hell im giving up the life im living now. I'm proud to call it my life and im proud to have you as my mom. I love you so much. Thank you <3

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littleboo99
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August 2, 2012 2:29pm UTC

the moments when you feel so small in this big world and you wanna curl up and cry. For absolutly no reason...

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littleboo99
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July 31, 2012 3:55pm UTC

yup. so im just laying here on my bed, being bored. yay me. and i wanted to write. just write. so im going to sit here and type all my thoughts down. i like turtles. but i wanna a baby hedgehog.<3 im watching teen mom. but i wanna be watching harry potter. but whatever. we cant all have what we want. lol if your reading this, i dont know why you are. its quite boring. but anywho. everybody likes to say that im pretty but im not too sure if i believe it myself. although, when i get complimented by a random stanger it gives me hope. random people wont lie to you. sooo ummm. theres this boy. and hes super cute. and i like talking to him. we arent dating but we like eachother. idontknow. im liking how my summer is going(: this is my first summer working on the ice cream window. and i absolutly love it. i love having a job. i feel old but still. i was just thinking the other day that time went by really fast. i cant believe that 8th grade was two years ago...holy crap. highschool is honestly flying by. but i got all honors freshman year so im shooting for honors all four years. i can do it. its not that hard all you have to do is do your homework and study. i wanted to go to the mall today. i couldnt and im okay with that, its not the end of the world. i will probably just go tomorrow. is it weird that i feel so many emotions right now for no reason at all? well no, i mean obviously they are there for reason but im just not sure what that reason is. ugh. i feel happy. but excited, and scared at the same time. and my stomach hurts. wow lol i seem to be quite a mess. but i feel all put together. weirddd. this is a lot of words. i like reading. mostly because i can escape my life and go into someone elses that is better then mine. i love it. going bovine is my favorite book. its sooo funny, instantly hooks you from page one. its amazing. im still watching teen mom. its the first second season and its the episode with leah and corey and their two baby girls. im honestly so proud of leah. i mean, 16 and being pregnet, and on top of all that she ends up having twins. im sad to see that corey and leah never end up working out. i know what it feels like to have parents separated. it sucks. i hate it, its something i would never wish upon my worst enemy. i need glasses. im excited for the new school year to start......well i dont really know what else to type and i really dont feel like typing anymore. kayy byee.

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littleboo99
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July 31, 2012 10:23am UTC

he makes me smile <3

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littleboo99
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July 29, 2012 10:14pm UTC

okay, i've had quite enough with this.
I've recently decided im done with depression taking the best of me. Its not worth it. I'm going to be me and be happy with it. And you know what? So far it's gotton me really far. And i couldn't be any happier <3 If you would have asked me a month ago to try this i would have said no. I could never be able to be happy that way. I was wrong. Really wrong. I'm actually happy now. I feel like a big weight if off my chest. I'm able to breathe now(:
Please. everybody who is having a rough time right now, and wants to give up. Dont. it's sooooo worth it in the end. You will be happy again. Dont lose hope. And you want to know something else you probably dont think is true?
All of you are BEAUTIFUL
<3 <3 <3

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littleboo99
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July 23, 2012 9:56pm UTC

awww! happy birthday One Direction! and guess what?!
I dont care.
:)

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littleboo99
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July 11, 2012 12:21pm UTC

If you had a friend who spoke to you in the same way that you sometimes speak to yourself.....
How long would you allow
That person to be your friend?

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littleboo99
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July 11, 2012 2:34am UTC

I wish i could sleep.
But it doesn't help that my bedroom light won't turn off -.-

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littleboo99
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July 11, 2012 2:29am UTC

Do you think its funny when you lay on top of other peoples boyfriends and kiss them? ummm no.
A person i once called my "best friend" decided to lay with my boyfriend once he was passed out and kiss him.
she will always be nothing but a b!itch. And she wonders why people have lost respect for her. haha. I've got one thing to say to her...Learn some manners, it might actually get you somewhere in life. I mean hasnt anybody told you that you dont play in anyone elses sandbox?

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littleboo99
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July 7, 2012 10:33am UTC

Ilovemyscars.
and guess what? idontcare what you think.

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littleboo99
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July 7, 2012 10:13am UTC

I hate sterotypes. If anybody sees you with scars on your arms they automatically think your emo. That you try to kill yourself everyday. But do they ever stop and wonder what might have caused those scars on that person? No. Because all people ever do is judge, judge and judge. And they will never stop. I have scars on my arms and my hips and i can tell you that im not emo, and im not obessed with trying to kill myself. I believe My scars define who i am.
And im not saying that it defines me as emo or sudicial. Its me. well, the new me. I didnt always cut myself and feel like im not good enough for anybodyy. And to be honest i dont really know what made me this way. Did i like being this way at first? No. i didnt enjoy being depressed most days and having to drag a razor blade across my body to actually feel something other then depressed. But i learned to accept myself. And no people, im not saying i'm accepting myself and saying that im pretty or worth it because im my mind im still not. What i've learned to accept is my cutting and my delveloping eating disorder is a addiction. And it's going to be a life long battle that no doctor, medication, or rehab can fix. I mean i guess if you think about it the only cure is yourself right? Think about it, your parents put you in therapy to have the therapist tell you that YOU have to learn to accept the fact your beautiful and that your worth it. But in your mind you are thinking the oppisite and you are the only one who can change that. But you can't if all you think about is not being worth it and not pretty. So in the long run, yes its a life long battle you and I are going to have to deal with. And you know what? I'm completely okay with that.

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littleboo99
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July 5, 2012 8:41pm UTC

Don't cry because it's over.
Smile because it happened
<3

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littleboo99
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June 13, 2012 2:35pm UTC

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littleboo99
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June 6, 2012 3:02pm UTC

i feel so small in the hallways at school.
i feel so lost, and i dont know what to do.
some days i want help, and others i wanna be left alone.
I thought i got rid of this demon inside of me that makes me feel like nothing.
Its something i would never wish on anybody, not even my worst enemy.
If this is really coming back i dont want help this time, cause it didnt work the last.
I cant help but wonder if it never went away and that maybe i was just ignoring it.
but....i think my depression came back. 3
and i dont know what to do anymore....

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littleboo99
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May 19, 2012 7:04pm UTC

My boyfriend makes me feel like the happiest girl alive <3
he makes me smile when i wanna cry
he calls me everyday
he calls me beautiful instead of hot or sexy
he held me for hours when i couldnt do anything after my surgery
he tells me im perfect even when i know i have flaws
we can sit there for hours and not say anything
i fell for his charm and smile
we are perfect <3
forever and always babe <3
May 18th, 2012 <3

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littleboo99
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March 26, 2012 5:09pm UTC

Hey i heard you were a wild one <3

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littleboo99
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March 26, 2012 2:47pm UTC

Does anyone else sing the alphabet when your looking up a word in the dictionary? :)

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littleboo99
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March 25, 2012 10:36pm UTC

Dear dad,
Why? Why haven't you called? I know that we don't have the best relationship but still, you use to always call and ask me how my day went and how i thought i did on my math tests that week. When that happened i thought it was annoying and that you were just trying to be a dad. But i was stupid and young then, i wake up everyday now wanting to hear from you. But it never happens. I recently went a month without talking to you and one day i got the guts to leave you a voice message and you called right back. I poured my heart out and told you about my depression, cutting myself, and how i needed you there any you werent. Then you told me you needed to get ready for work and you'd call back......you never did. Why? Am i problem for you? I'm sorry if i am. I sure as hell don' t want to be. It's not like i try to be, i actually have a problem and i can' t tell you how many nights i've cried myself to sleep because the day was so painful and all i wanted was to talk to you and you didnt call or you didn't pick up the phone. I know you called the other day but i made a terrible mistake. When you wanted to talk to me i got so caught up in the moment i forgot about all the pain and suffering that you put me through, And i talked to you like nothing was wrong and that we could pick things up where we left off a month ago. After we said our goodbye and hung up mom told me what i did and i hated myself instantly for it. I tried calling you back but i wasn't suprised when you didn't pick up so i just told you in a message. Another voicemail. I don't know how you feel but i don' t want our father daughter relationship to be over unread text messages, voicemails and a thousands tears and sleepless nights. What suprised me is that you didn't call back when you got my last message. Why? I fight with myself everyday telling myself to let go because your never gonna be there. My days are spent by the telephone, and i don't think you relize this. if I had only one more sentance to say to you it would be.....Daddy i love you to death and i hope you love me back but running from your problems is a race you'll never win.

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