i learned more this year then any other year of my life.
through all the changes and all the hard days,
i'm still here.
no matter how many times you say "i'm gonna die"
or "this is the worst thing ever"
it's not true.
none of it is. you make things worse for yourself,
all by yourself.
you need to be strong when you necessary.
brave always and careful with everything.
god wouldn't put you through the missery of your life
if he didn't KNOW you could pull through.
8th grade showed my what its like to have true friends.
it showed me how strong my family really is.
and how hard you have to work for what you want.
nothing is given to you.
i'm no longer gonna be the girl that you wanna see.
there comes a point when you break down so low,
that building yourself back up seems impossible.
but it isn't. nothing ever is.
i'm gonna do what i have to do.
"live your life with arms wide open, today is where your book begins. the rest is still unwritten."
today is the first day of the rest of my life, and i'm alive and well..,,
i guess all i'm trying to say is; i've finally learned to be happy all by myself.
thankful for you E <3