Hello thuuuur'~
my name? dont worry about it ;p
im an alright kid, i guess you could say. i do smoke and cut;x
music = life.
im a cheerleader;-*
im anorexic.
 i love summer more than anything, and heres why. 

see that kid up there in my picture? im in love with him. no were not dating, so please dont ask. it hurts. a lot. his name doesnt matter. but whenever i hear it, i get butterflies. anyways, this is why i love summer. not neccesarily the season itself, but the memories behind it. the summer of 2011 was the best few months of my life. me and that kid had the summer romance that every girl wants. every night, we stood on the phone till 4-5 in the morning, sometimes we werent even talking, just breathing. just the sound of his breath made me feel loved. safe. he made me feel safe. he promised we were ifinite. "i love you to infinity and beyond, baby." those were his words everynight before falling asleep, and first thing in the morning when i woke up. school started that all stopped. but no matter what, we both hang on to the memories because theyre the only things we have left of each other;x like i said, im completely and madly in love with him♥;'x

if you need advice about anything, im here to help♥ i love you;-* follow me, i follow back(:

if i had the guts i would tell you in person that youre the only guy i consider as "worth it."

just the taste of your lips is enough to keep me here.

 the way you had me feeling, i thougbt you wanted us.

we only made out, you never kissed me. thats how i learned to hold back all feelings.

it wasnt a joke when you kissed me in your room, and replied "i love you too."

 you cant see me wanting you the way you want her.

♥