Jillian Marie*
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8 years ago
It doesn't even look like you dear lord. Guess I'm just thinking about you because I'm leaving for Detroit tomorrow, but it really doesn't matter because tbh, my life is so much better without you in it. reply
Jillian Marie*
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8 years ago
Wow is that you in your picture? I don't even recognize you, but I guess a year will do that. I'm proud that you graduated and I wish you all the best :* reply
Jillian Marie*
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8 years ago
It doesn't even look like you dear lord. Guess I'm just thinking about you because I'm leaving for Detroit tomorrow, but it really doesn't matter because tbh, my life is so much better without you in it. reply
Jillian Marie*
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8 years ago
I hope prom was amazing, I bet you looked beautiful. I miss you... reply
Jillian Marie*
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8 years ago
Wow is that you in your picture? I don't even recognize you, but I guess a year will do that. I'm proud that you graduated and I wish you all the best :* reply
Jillian Marie*
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8 years ago
It doesn't even look like you dear lord. Guess I'm just thinking about you because I'm leaving for Detroit tomorrow, but it really doesn't matter because tbh, my life is so much better without you in it. reply
Jillian Marie*
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9 years ago
Hey hey (: welcome to Witty! reply
Jillian Marie*
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9 years ago
I hope you know that all I ever wanted was a response. That's why I have bothered you for the past months...I wanted closure and I haven't gotten it. I don't care if it's angry. I just wanted a fcking goodbye or something because you were the only one who ever understood me. And yes, I did say I don't love you anymore. I'm sorry if the things I said were hurtful because you don't deserve to be hurt. You deserve the best, and if he is than so be it. I guess I was never meant to have you now. If our paths cross in the future, I look forward to seeing you again but if not, then I wish you the best of luck on your journey. Keep smiling Holly. And goodbye <3 reply
Jillian Marie*
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9 years ago
I need to make a correction. I said I think I don't love you anymore. I should've said I KNOW. Goodbye Holly Nicole.... reply
Jillian Marie*
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9 years ago
That's all you fcking have to say? Thanks a lot for a bullshi.t relationship. I know I'm being harsh but you have NO IDEA how badly this is tearing me up inside. I hope he gets you pregnant. reply
Jillian Marie*
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9 years ago
I was talking to my therapist today about our relationship and she said there were several signs that you might have been emotionally abusive. Just thought I'd put that out there. reply
Jillian Marie*
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9 years ago
I don't want to make this an angry letter but I'm afraid it's going to have to be. You know better than anyone that I get angry when I'm emotional and I'm sure emotional right now. I'm feeling lots of emotions, and none of them are good. I don't even know if I'm angry, but Holly you have no idea what you just did to me. You lied to me. You broke my heart in two. You caused me a major panic attack. I can't believe you fcking kept this from me. I know I hurt you, more than I could even imagine. But you really have no idea the kinds of hurt I'm feeling right now. It pains me because of how you sound. You sound bright, optimistic, and much happier than you EVER were with me. You don't have to lie anymore, I really didn't treat you the way he did. And speaking of lies, you sure as heck told a lot of those. We were going to get married? Doubt it. You were never going to find anyone else? Well look how that one turned out. Do you even think about me at all anymore? Probably not. I'm sorry, but I'm a monster. You deserve so much better than me...you deserve him. You just go fck your Mr. Perfect Prince Charming boyfriend and forget I ever happened. Just break every promise you ever made me. I'll do the same thing. My legs are already ripped up and my wrists are next. You think you're still getting my virginity? Think again. Oh and do me a favor and listen to Bulletproof Love by Pierce the Veil. Thanks. I've said this before, but this time I really mean it...I don't know if I love you anymore. So just do me a favor and don't email, Witty, whatever me. Thanks for the memories, but this is done. I hope you're fcking happy. reply
Jillian Marie*
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9 years ago
I hope you know that all I ever wanted was a response. That's why I have bothered you for the past months...I wanted closure and I haven't gotten it. I don't care if it's angry. I just wanted a fcking goodbye or something because you were the only one who ever understood me. And yes, I did say I don't love you anymore. I'm sorry if the things I said were hurtful because you don't deserve to be hurt. You deserve the best, and if he is than so be it. I guess I was never meant to have you now. If our paths cross in the future, I look forward to seeing you again but if not, then I wish you the best of luck on your journey. Keep smiling Holly. And goodbye <3 reply
Jillian Marie*
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9 years ago
That's all you fcking have to say? Thanks a lot for a bullshi.t relationship. I know I'm being harsh but you have NO IDEA how badly this is tearing me up inside. I hope he gets you pregnant. reply
Jillian Marie*
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9 years ago
You sound like my therapist. I can't fcking do it. I really shouldn't put this all on you...I'm sorry. iloveyou. reply
nevergrowup89
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9 years ago
I sound like her because its true. And I can't say that back. I'm happy right now, I'm not going to be the girl who tells someone else they love them when they are happily taken. I'm sorry. reply
Jillian Marie*
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9 years ago
I don't want to make this an angry letter but I'm afraid it's going to have to be. You know better than anyone that I get angry when I'm emotional and I'm sure emotional right now. I'm feeling lots of emotions, and none of them are good. I don't even know if I'm angry, but Holly you have no idea what you just did to me. You lied to me. You broke my heart in two. You caused me a major panic attack. I can't believe you fcking kept this from me. I know I hurt you, more than I could even imagine. But you really have no idea the kinds of hurt I'm feeling right now. It pains me because of how you sound. You sound bright, optimistic, and much happier than you EVER were with me. You don't have to lie anymore, I really didn't treat you the way he did. And speaking of lies, you sure as heck told a lot of those. We were going to get married? Doubt it. You were never going to find anyone else? Well look how that one turned out. Do you even think about me at all anymore? Probably not. I'm sorry, but I'm a monster. You deserve so much better than me...you deserve him. You just go fck your Mr. Perfect Prince Charming boyfriend and forget I ever happened. Just break every promise you ever made me. I'll do the same thing. My legs are already ripped up and my wrists are next. You think you're still getting my virginity? Think again. Oh and do me a favor and listen to Bulletproof Love by Pierce the Veil. Thanks. I've said this before, but this time I really mean it...I don't know if I love you anymore. So just do me a favor and don't email, Witty, whatever me. Thanks for the memories, but this is done. I hope you're fcking happy. reply
Jillian Marie*
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9 years ago
I hope you know that all I ever wanted was a response. That's why I have bothered you for the past months...I wanted closure and I haven't gotten it. I don't care if it's angry. I just wanted a fcking goodbye or something because you were the only one who ever understood me. And yes, I did say I don't love you anymore. I'm sorry if the things I said were hurtful because you don't deserve to be hurt. You deserve the best, and if he is than so be it. I guess I was never meant to have you now. If our paths cross in the future, I look forward to seeing you again but if not, then I wish you the best of luck on your journey. Keep smiling Holly. And goodbye <3 reply
Jillian Marie*
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9 years ago
That's all you fcking have to say? Thanks a lot for a bullshi.t relationship. I know I'm being harsh but you have NO IDEA how badly this is tearing me up inside. I hope he gets you pregnant. reply
Jillian Marie*
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9 years ago
I don't know anymore. No one wants to be around me when I'm depressed. Maddy and Dani have seemed really fake lately...really everyone I trusted has. I still really don't feel safe and idk. I'm still cutting because I don't know how else to deal with stuff. I'm so close to losing my virginity just to feel something. And I'm sorry for putting this all on you but I don't know what else to do. reply
Jillian Marie*
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9 years ago
You sound like my therapist. I can't fcking do it. I really shouldn't put this all on you...I'm sorry. iloveyou. reply
nevergrowup89
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9 years ago
I sound like her because its true. And I can't say that back. I'm happy right now, I'm not going to be the girl who tells someone else they love them when they are happily taken. I'm sorry. reply
Jillian Marie*
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9 years ago
I don't want to make this an angry letter but I'm afraid it's going to have to be. You know better than anyone that I get angry when I'm emotional and I'm sure emotional right now. I'm feeling lots of emotions, and none of them are good. I don't even know if I'm angry, but Holly you have no idea what you just did to me. You lied to me. You broke my heart in two. You caused me a major panic attack. I can't believe you fcking kept this from me. I know I hurt you, more than I could even imagine. But you really have no idea the kinds of hurt I'm feeling right now. It pains me because of how you sound. You sound bright, optimistic, and much happier than you EVER were with me. You don't have to lie anymore, I really didn't treat you the way he did. And speaking of lies, you sure as heck told a lot of those. We were going to get married? Doubt it. You were never going to find anyone else? Well look how that one turned out. Do you even think about me at all anymore? Probably not. I'm sorry, but I'm a monster. You deserve so much better than me...you deserve him. You just go fck your Mr. Perfect Prince Charming boyfriend and forget I ever happened. Just break every promise you ever made me. I'll do the same thing. My legs are already ripped up and my wrists are next. You think you're still getting my virginity? Think again. Oh and do me a favor and listen to Bulletproof Love by Pierce the Veil. Thanks. I've said this before, but this time I really mean it...I don't know if I love you anymore. So just do me a favor and don't email, Witty, whatever me. Thanks for the memories, but this is done. I hope you're fcking happy. reply
Jillian Marie*
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9 years ago
I hope you know that all I ever wanted was a response. That's why I have bothered you for the past months...I wanted closure and I haven't gotten it. I don't care if it's angry. I just wanted a fcking goodbye or something because you were the only one who ever understood me. And yes, I did say I don't love you anymore. I'm sorry if the things I said were hurtful because you don't deserve to be hurt. You deserve the best, and if he is than so be it. I guess I was never meant to have you now. If our paths cross in the future, I look forward to seeing you again but if not, then I wish you the best of luck on your journey. Keep smiling Holly. And goodbye <3 reply
Jillian Marie*
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9 years ago
That's all you fcking have to say? Thanks a lot for a bullshi.t relationship. I know I'm being harsh but you have NO IDEA how badly this is tearing me up inside. I hope he gets you pregnant. reply
Jillian Marie*
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9 years ago
Don't be sorry Holly. If he's nice and you're happy then you shouldn't be. I'm the one who should be sorry...for almost killing myself. I'm trying now, although 100mg of anti depression/anxiety medication and weekly therapy haven't really been doing anything. I really hope you're better off than I am. reply
Jillian Marie*
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9 years ago
I don't know anymore. No one wants to be around me when I'm depressed. Maddy and Dani have seemed really fake lately...really everyone I trusted has. I still really don't feel safe and idk. I'm still cutting because I don't know how else to deal with stuff. I'm so close to losing my virginity just to feel something. And I'm sorry for putting this all on you but I don't know what else to do. reply
Jillian Marie*
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9 years ago
You sound like my therapist. I can't fcking do it. I really shouldn't put this all on you...I'm sorry. iloveyou. reply
nevergrowup89
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9 years ago
I sound like her because its true. And I can't say that back. I'm happy right now, I'm not going to be the girl who tells someone else they love them when they are happily taken. I'm sorry. reply
Jillian Marie*
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9 years ago
I don't want to make this an angry letter but I'm afraid it's going to have to be. You know better than anyone that I get angry when I'm emotional and I'm sure emotional right now. I'm feeling lots of emotions, and none of them are good. I don't even know if I'm angry, but Holly you have no idea what you just did to me. You lied to me. You broke my heart in two. You caused me a major panic attack. I can't believe you fcking kept this from me. I know I hurt you, more than I could even imagine. But you really have no idea the kinds of hurt I'm feeling right now. It pains me because of how you sound. You sound bright, optimistic, and much happier than you EVER were with me. You don't have to lie anymore, I really didn't treat you the way he did. And speaking of lies, you sure as heck told a lot of those. We were going to get married? Doubt it. You were never going to find anyone else? Well look how that one turned out. Do you even think about me at all anymore? Probably not. I'm sorry, but I'm a monster. You deserve so much better than me...you deserve him. You just go fck your Mr. Perfect Prince Charming boyfriend and forget I ever happened. Just break every promise you ever made me. I'll do the same thing. My legs are already ripped up and my wrists are next. You think you're still getting my virginity? Think again. Oh and do me a favor and listen to Bulletproof Love by Pierce the Veil. Thanks. I've said this before, but this time I really mean it...I don't know if I love you anymore. So just do me a favor and don't email, Witty, whatever me. Thanks for the memories, but this is done. I hope you're fcking happy. reply
Jillian Marie*
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9 years ago
I hope you know that all I ever wanted was a response. That's why I have bothered you for the past months...I wanted closure and I haven't gotten it. I don't care if it's angry. I just wanted a fcking goodbye or something because you were the only one who ever understood me. And yes, I did say I don't love you anymore. I'm sorry if the things I said were hurtful because you don't deserve to be hurt. You deserve the best, and if he is than so be it. I guess I was never meant to have you now. If our paths cross in the future, I look forward to seeing you again but if not, then I wish you the best of luck on your journey. Keep smiling Holly. And goodbye <3 reply
Jillian Marie*
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9 years ago
That's all you fcking have to say? Thanks a lot for a bullshi.t relationship. I know I'm being harsh but you have NO IDEA how badly this is tearing me up inside. I hope he gets you pregnant. reply
Jillian Marie*
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9 years ago
Oh okay....well that was inevitable. I'm sorry for bothering you. reply
Jillian Marie*
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9 years ago
Don't be sorry Holly. If he's nice and you're happy then you shouldn't be. I'm the one who should be sorry...for almost killing myself. I'm trying now, although 100mg of anti depression/anxiety medication and weekly therapy haven't really been doing anything. I really hope you're better off than I am. reply
Jillian Marie*
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9 years ago
I don't know anymore. No one wants to be around me when I'm depressed. Maddy and Dani have seemed really fake lately...really everyone I trusted has. I still really don't feel safe and idk. I'm still cutting because I don't know how else to deal with stuff. I'm so close to losing my virginity just to feel something. And I'm sorry for putting this all on you but I don't know what else to do. reply
Jillian Marie*
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9 years ago
You sound like my therapist. I can't fcking do it. I really shouldn't put this all on you...I'm sorry. iloveyou. reply
nevergrowup89
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9 years ago
I sound like her because its true. And I can't say that back. I'm happy right now, I'm not going to be the girl who tells someone else they love them when they are happily taken. I'm sorry. reply
Jillian Marie*
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9 years ago
I don't want to make this an angry letter but I'm afraid it's going to have to be. You know better than anyone that I get angry when I'm emotional and I'm sure emotional right now. I'm feeling lots of emotions, and none of them are good. I don't even know if I'm angry, but Holly you have no idea what you just did to me. You lied to me. You broke my heart in two. You caused me a major panic attack. I can't believe you fcking kept this from me. I know I hurt you, more than I could even imagine. But you really have no idea the kinds of hurt I'm feeling right now. It pains me because of how you sound. You sound bright, optimistic, and much happier than you EVER were with me. You don't have to lie anymore, I really didn't treat you the way he did. And speaking of lies, you sure as heck told a lot of those. We were going to get married? Doubt it. You were never going to find anyone else? Well look how that one turned out. Do you even think about me at all anymore? Probably not. I'm sorry, but I'm a monster. You deserve so much better than me...you deserve him. You just go fck your Mr. Perfect Prince Charming boyfriend and forget I ever happened. Just break every promise you ever made me. I'll do the same thing. My legs are already ripped up and my wrists are next. You think you're still getting my virginity? Think again. Oh and do me a favor and listen to Bulletproof Love by Pierce the Veil. Thanks. I've said this before, but this time I really mean it...I don't know if I love you anymore. So just do me a favor and don't email, Witty, whatever me. Thanks for the memories, but this is done. I hope you're fcking happy. reply
Jillian Marie*
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9 years ago
I hope you know that all I ever wanted was a response. That's why I have bothered you for the past months...I wanted closure and I haven't gotten it. I don't care if it's angry. I just wanted a fcking goodbye or something because you were the only one who ever understood me. And yes, I did say I don't love you anymore. I'm sorry if the things I said were hurtful because you don't deserve to be hurt. You deserve the best, and if he is than so be it. I guess I was never meant to have you now. If our paths cross in the future, I look forward to seeing you again but if not, then I wish you the best of luck on your journey. Keep smiling Holly. And goodbye <3 reply
Jillian Marie*
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9 years ago
That's all you fcking have to say? Thanks a lot for a bullshi.t relationship. I know I'm being harsh but you have NO IDEA how badly this is tearing me up inside. I hope he gets you pregnant. reply
Jillian Marie*
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9 years ago
Wow okay things have been too crazy to explain but I started thinking about you A LOT last night and just wanted to know how things are for you and if you got my email. And just yeah. iloveyousomuch. reply
Jillian Marie*
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9 years ago
Don't be sorry Holly. If he's nice and you're happy then you shouldn't be. I'm the one who should be sorry...for almost killing myself. I'm trying now, although 100mg of anti depression/anxiety medication and weekly therapy haven't really been doing anything. I really hope you're better off than I am. reply
Jillian Marie*
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9 years ago
I don't know anymore. No one wants to be around me when I'm depressed. Maddy and Dani have seemed really fake lately...really everyone I trusted has. I still really don't feel safe and idk. I'm still cutting because I don't know how else to deal with stuff. I'm so close to losing my virginity just to feel something. And I'm sorry for putting this all on you but I don't know what else to do. reply
Jillian Marie*
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9 years ago
You sound like my therapist. I can't fcking do it. I really shouldn't put this all on you...I'm sorry. iloveyou. reply
nevergrowup89
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9 years ago
I sound like her because its true. And I can't say that back. I'm happy right now, I'm not going to be the girl who tells someone else they love them when they are happily taken. I'm sorry. reply
Jillian Marie*
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9 years ago
I don't want to make this an angry letter but I'm afraid it's going to have to be. You know better than anyone that I get angry when I'm emotional and I'm sure emotional right now. I'm feeling lots of emotions, and none of them are good. I don't even know if I'm angry, but Holly you have no idea what you just did to me. You lied to me. You broke my heart in two. You caused me a major panic attack. I can't believe you fcking kept this from me. I know I hurt you, more than I could even imagine. But you really have no idea the kinds of hurt I'm feeling right now. It pains me because of how you sound. You sound bright, optimistic, and much happier than you EVER were with me. You don't have to lie anymore, I really didn't treat you the way he did. And speaking of lies, you sure as heck told a lot of those. We were going to get married? Doubt it. You were never going to find anyone else? Well look how that one turned out. Do you even think about me at all anymore? Probably not. I'm sorry, but I'm a monster. You deserve so much better than me...you deserve him. You just go fck your Mr. Perfect Prince Charming boyfriend and forget I ever happened. Just break every promise you ever made me. I'll do the same thing. My legs are already ripped up and my wrists are next. You think you're still getting my virginity? Think again. Oh and do me a favor and listen to Bulletproof Love by Pierce the Veil. Thanks. I've said this before, but this time I really mean it...I don't know if I love you anymore. So just do me a favor and don't email, Witty, whatever me. Thanks for the memories, but this is done. I hope you're fcking happy. reply
Jillian Marie*
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9 years ago
I hope you know that all I ever wanted was a response. That's why I have bothered you for the past months...I wanted closure and I haven't gotten it. I don't care if it's angry. I just wanted a fcking goodbye or something because you were the only one who ever understood me. And yes, I did say I don't love you anymore. I'm sorry if the things I said were hurtful because you don't deserve to be hurt. You deserve the best, and if he is than so be it. I guess I was never meant to have you now. If our paths cross in the future, I look forward to seeing you again but if not, then I wish you the best of luck on your journey. Keep smiling Holly. And goodbye <3 reply
Jillian Marie*
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9 years ago
That's all you fcking have to say? Thanks a lot for a bullshi.t relationship. I know I'm being harsh but you have NO IDEA how badly this is tearing me up inside. I hope he gets you pregnant. reply
Jillian Marie* · 8 years ago
It doesn't even look like you dear lord. Guess I'm just thinking about you because I'm leaving for Detroit tomorrow, but it really doesn't matter because tbh, my life is so much better without you in it.
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Jillian Marie* · 8 years ago
Wow is that you in your picture? I don't even recognize you, but I guess a year will do that. I'm proud that you graduated and I wish you all the best :*
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nevergrowup89 · 8 years ago
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Jillian Marie* · 8 years ago
It doesn't even look like you dear lord. Guess I'm just thinking about you because I'm leaving for Detroit tomorrow, but it really doesn't matter because tbh, my life is so much better without you in it.
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Jillian Marie* · 8 years ago
I hope prom was amazing, I bet you looked beautiful. I miss you...
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nevergrowup89 · 8 years ago
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Jillian Marie* · 8 years ago
Wow is that you in your picture? I don't even recognize you, but I guess a year will do that. I'm proud that you graduated and I wish you all the best :*
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nevergrowup89 · 8 years ago
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Jillian Marie* · 8 years ago
It doesn't even look like you dear lord. Guess I'm just thinking about you because I'm leaving for Detroit tomorrow, but it really doesn't matter because tbh, my life is so much better without you in it.
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Jillian Marie* · 9 years ago
No probs!
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Jillian Marie* · 9 years ago
Hey hey (: welcome to Witty!
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Jillian Marie* · 9 years ago
I hope you know that all I ever wanted was a response. That's why I have bothered you for the past months...I wanted closure and I haven't gotten it. I don't care if it's angry. I just wanted a fcking goodbye or something because you were the only one who ever understood me. And yes, I did say I don't love you anymore. I'm sorry if the things I said were hurtful because you don't deserve to be hurt. You deserve the best, and if he is than so be it. I guess I was never meant to have you now. If our paths cross in the future, I look forward to seeing you again but if not, then I wish you the best of luck on your journey. Keep smiling Holly. And goodbye <3
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Jillian Marie* · 9 years ago
I need to make a correction. I said I think I don't love you anymore. I should've said I KNOW. Goodbye Holly Nicole....
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Jillian Marie* · 9 years ago
That's all you fcking have to say? Thanks a lot for a bullshi.t relationship. I know I'm being harsh but you have NO IDEA how badly this is tearing me up inside. I hope he gets you pregnant.
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Jillian Marie* · 9 years ago
I was talking to my therapist today about our relationship and she said there were several signs that you might have been emotionally abusive. Just thought I'd put that out there.
reply
Jillian Marie* · 9 years ago
I don't want to make this an angry letter but I'm afraid it's going to have to be. You know better than anyone that I get angry when I'm emotional and I'm sure emotional right now. I'm feeling lots of emotions, and none of them are good. I don't even know if I'm angry, but Holly you have no idea what you just did to me. You lied to me. You broke my heart in two. You caused me a major panic attack. I can't believe you fcking kept this from me. I know I hurt you, more than I could even imagine. But you really have no idea the kinds of hurt I'm feeling right now. It pains me because of how you sound. You sound bright, optimistic, and much happier than you EVER were with me. You don't have to lie anymore, I really didn't treat you the way he did. And speaking of lies, you sure as heck told a lot of those. We were going to get married? Doubt it. You were never going to find anyone else? Well look how that one turned out. Do you even think about me at all anymore? Probably not. I'm sorry, but I'm a monster. You deserve so much better than me...you deserve him. You just go fck your Mr. Perfect Prince Charming boyfriend and forget I ever happened. Just break every promise you ever made me. I'll do the same thing. My legs are already ripped up and my wrists are next. You think you're still getting my virginity? Think again. Oh and do me a favor and listen to Bulletproof Love by Pierce the Veil. Thanks. I've said this before, but this time I really mean it...I don't know if I love you anymore. So just do me a favor and don't email, Witty, whatever me. Thanks for the memories, but this is done. I hope you're fcking happy.
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nevergrowup89 · 9 years ago
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Jillian Marie* · 9 years ago
I hope you know that all I ever wanted was a response. That's why I have bothered you for the past months...I wanted closure and I haven't gotten it. I don't care if it's angry. I just wanted a fcking goodbye or something because you were the only one who ever understood me. And yes, I did say I don't love you anymore. I'm sorry if the things I said were hurtful because you don't deserve to be hurt. You deserve the best, and if he is than so be it. I guess I was never meant to have you now. If our paths cross in the future, I look forward to seeing you again but if not, then I wish you the best of luck on your journey. Keep smiling Holly. And goodbye <3
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Jillian Marie* · 9 years ago
That's all you fcking have to say? Thanks a lot for a bullshi.t relationship. I know I'm being harsh but you have NO IDEA how badly this is tearing me up inside. I hope he gets you pregnant.
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Jillian Marie* · 9 years ago
You sound like my therapist. I can't fcking do it. I really shouldn't put this all on you...I'm sorry. iloveyou.
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nevergrowup89 · 9 years ago
I sound like her because its true. And I can't say that back. I'm happy right now, I'm not going to be the girl who tells someone else they love them when they are happily taken. I'm sorry.
reply
Jillian Marie* · 9 years ago
I don't want to make this an angry letter but I'm afraid it's going to have to be. You know better than anyone that I get angry when I'm emotional and I'm sure emotional right now. I'm feeling lots of emotions, and none of them are good. I don't even know if I'm angry, but Holly you have no idea what you just did to me. You lied to me. You broke my heart in two. You caused me a major panic attack. I can't believe you fcking kept this from me. I know I hurt you, more than I could even imagine. But you really have no idea the kinds of hurt I'm feeling right now. It pains me because of how you sound. You sound bright, optimistic, and much happier than you EVER were with me. You don't have to lie anymore, I really didn't treat you the way he did. And speaking of lies, you sure as heck told a lot of those. We were going to get married? Doubt it. You were never going to find anyone else? Well look how that one turned out. Do you even think about me at all anymore? Probably not. I'm sorry, but I'm a monster. You deserve so much better than me...you deserve him. You just go fck your Mr. Perfect Prince Charming boyfriend and forget I ever happened. Just break every promise you ever made me. I'll do the same thing. My legs are already ripped up and my wrists are next. You think you're still getting my virginity? Think again. Oh and do me a favor and listen to Bulletproof Love by Pierce the Veil. Thanks. I've said this before, but this time I really mean it...I don't know if I love you anymore. So just do me a favor and don't email, Witty, whatever me. Thanks for the memories, but this is done. I hope you're fcking happy.
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nevergrowup89 · 9 years ago
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Jillian Marie* · 9 years ago
I hope you know that all I ever wanted was a response. That's why I have bothered you for the past months...I wanted closure and I haven't gotten it. I don't care if it's angry. I just wanted a fcking goodbye or something because you were the only one who ever understood me. And yes, I did say I don't love you anymore. I'm sorry if the things I said were hurtful because you don't deserve to be hurt. You deserve the best, and if he is than so be it. I guess I was never meant to have you now. If our paths cross in the future, I look forward to seeing you again but if not, then I wish you the best of luck on your journey. Keep smiling Holly. And goodbye <3
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Jillian Marie* · 9 years ago
That's all you fcking have to say? Thanks a lot for a bullshi.t relationship. I know I'm being harsh but you have NO IDEA how badly this is tearing me up inside. I hope he gets you pregnant.
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Jillian Marie* · 9 years ago
I don't know anymore. No one wants to be around me when I'm depressed. Maddy and Dani have seemed really fake lately...really everyone I trusted has. I still really don't feel safe and idk. I'm still cutting because I don't know how else to deal with stuff. I'm so close to losing my virginity just to feel something. And I'm sorry for putting this all on you but I don't know what else to do.
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nevergrowup89 · 9 years ago
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Jillian Marie* · 9 years ago
You sound like my therapist. I can't fcking do it. I really shouldn't put this all on you...I'm sorry. iloveyou.
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nevergrowup89 · 9 years ago
I sound like her because its true. And I can't say that back. I'm happy right now, I'm not going to be the girl who tells someone else they love them when they are happily taken. I'm sorry.
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Jillian Marie* · 9 years ago
I don't want to make this an angry letter but I'm afraid it's going to have to be. You know better than anyone that I get angry when I'm emotional and I'm sure emotional right now. I'm feeling lots of emotions, and none of them are good. I don't even know if I'm angry, but Holly you have no idea what you just did to me. You lied to me. You broke my heart in two. You caused me a major panic attack. I can't believe you fcking kept this from me. I know I hurt you, more than I could even imagine. But you really have no idea the kinds of hurt I'm feeling right now. It pains me because of how you sound. You sound bright, optimistic, and much happier than you EVER were with me. You don't have to lie anymore, I really didn't treat you the way he did. And speaking of lies, you sure as heck told a lot of those. We were going to get married? Doubt it. You were never going to find anyone else? Well look how that one turned out. Do you even think about me at all anymore? Probably not. I'm sorry, but I'm a monster. You deserve so much better than me...you deserve him. You just go fck your Mr. Perfect Prince Charming boyfriend and forget I ever happened. Just break every promise you ever made me. I'll do the same thing. My legs are already ripped up and my wrists are next. You think you're still getting my virginity? Think again. Oh and do me a favor and listen to Bulletproof Love by Pierce the Veil. Thanks. I've said this before, but this time I really mean it...I don't know if I love you anymore. So just do me a favor and don't email, Witty, whatever me. Thanks for the memories, but this is done. I hope you're fcking happy.
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nevergrowup89 · 9 years ago
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Jillian Marie* · 9 years ago
I hope you know that all I ever wanted was a response. That's why I have bothered you for the past months...I wanted closure and I haven't gotten it. I don't care if it's angry. I just wanted a fcking goodbye or something because you were the only one who ever understood me. And yes, I did say I don't love you anymore. I'm sorry if the things I said were hurtful because you don't deserve to be hurt. You deserve the best, and if he is than so be it. I guess I was never meant to have you now. If our paths cross in the future, I look forward to seeing you again but if not, then I wish you the best of luck on your journey. Keep smiling Holly. And goodbye <3
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Jillian Marie* · 9 years ago
That's all you fcking have to say? Thanks a lot for a bullshi.t relationship. I know I'm being harsh but you have NO IDEA how badly this is tearing me up inside. I hope he gets you pregnant.
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Jillian Marie* · 9 years ago
Don't be sorry Holly. If he's nice and you're happy then you shouldn't be. I'm the one who should be sorry...for almost killing myself. I'm trying now, although 100mg of anti depression/anxiety medication and weekly therapy haven't really been doing anything. I really hope you're better off than I am.
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nevergrowup89 · 9 years ago
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Jillian Marie* · 9 years ago
I don't know anymore. No one wants to be around me when I'm depressed. Maddy and Dani have seemed really fake lately...really everyone I trusted has. I still really don't feel safe and idk. I'm still cutting because I don't know how else to deal with stuff. I'm so close to losing my virginity just to feel something. And I'm sorry for putting this all on you but I don't know what else to do.
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nevergrowup89 · 9 years ago
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Jillian Marie* · 9 years ago
You sound like my therapist. I can't fcking do it. I really shouldn't put this all on you...I'm sorry. iloveyou.
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nevergrowup89 · 9 years ago
I sound like her because its true. And I can't say that back. I'm happy right now, I'm not going to be the girl who tells someone else they love them when they are happily taken. I'm sorry.
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Jillian Marie* · 9 years ago
I don't want to make this an angry letter but I'm afraid it's going to have to be. You know better than anyone that I get angry when I'm emotional and I'm sure emotional right now. I'm feeling lots of emotions, and none of them are good. I don't even know if I'm angry, but Holly you have no idea what you just did to me. You lied to me. You broke my heart in two. You caused me a major panic attack. I can't believe you fcking kept this from me. I know I hurt you, more than I could even imagine. But you really have no idea the kinds of hurt I'm feeling right now. It pains me because of how you sound. You sound bright, optimistic, and much happier than you EVER were with me. You don't have to lie anymore, I really didn't treat you the way he did. And speaking of lies, you sure as heck told a lot of those. We were going to get married? Doubt it. You were never going to find anyone else? Well look how that one turned out. Do you even think about me at all anymore? Probably not. I'm sorry, but I'm a monster. You deserve so much better than me...you deserve him. You just go fck your Mr. Perfect Prince Charming boyfriend and forget I ever happened. Just break every promise you ever made me. I'll do the same thing. My legs are already ripped up and my wrists are next. You think you're still getting my virginity? Think again. Oh and do me a favor and listen to Bulletproof Love by Pierce the Veil. Thanks. I've said this before, but this time I really mean it...I don't know if I love you anymore. So just do me a favor and don't email, Witty, whatever me. Thanks for the memories, but this is done. I hope you're fcking happy.
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nevergrowup89 · 9 years ago
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Jillian Marie* · 9 years ago
I hope you know that all I ever wanted was a response. That's why I have bothered you for the past months...I wanted closure and I haven't gotten it. I don't care if it's angry. I just wanted a fcking goodbye or something because you were the only one who ever understood me. And yes, I did say I don't love you anymore. I'm sorry if the things I said were hurtful because you don't deserve to be hurt. You deserve the best, and if he is than so be it. I guess I was never meant to have you now. If our paths cross in the future, I look forward to seeing you again but if not, then I wish you the best of luck on your journey. Keep smiling Holly. And goodbye <3
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Jillian Marie* · 9 years ago
That's all you fcking have to say? Thanks a lot for a bullshi.t relationship. I know I'm being harsh but you have NO IDEA how badly this is tearing me up inside. I hope he gets you pregnant.
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Jillian Marie* · 9 years ago
Oh okay....well that was inevitable. I'm sorry for bothering you.
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nevergrowup89 · 9 years ago
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Jillian Marie* · 9 years ago
Don't be sorry Holly. If he's nice and you're happy then you shouldn't be. I'm the one who should be sorry...for almost killing myself. I'm trying now, although 100mg of anti depression/anxiety medication and weekly therapy haven't really been doing anything. I really hope you're better off than I am.
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nevergrowup89 · 9 years ago
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Jillian Marie* · 9 years ago
I don't know anymore. No one wants to be around me when I'm depressed. Maddy and Dani have seemed really fake lately...really everyone I trusted has. I still really don't feel safe and idk. I'm still cutting because I don't know how else to deal with stuff. I'm so close to losing my virginity just to feel something. And I'm sorry for putting this all on you but I don't know what else to do.
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nevergrowup89 · 9 years ago
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Jillian Marie* · 9 years ago
You sound like my therapist. I can't fcking do it. I really shouldn't put this all on you...I'm sorry. iloveyou.
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nevergrowup89 · 9 years ago
I sound like her because its true. And I can't say that back. I'm happy right now, I'm not going to be the girl who tells someone else they love them when they are happily taken. I'm sorry.
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Jillian Marie* · 9 years ago
I don't want to make this an angry letter but I'm afraid it's going to have to be. You know better than anyone that I get angry when I'm emotional and I'm sure emotional right now. I'm feeling lots of emotions, and none of them are good. I don't even know if I'm angry, but Holly you have no idea what you just did to me. You lied to me. You broke my heart in two. You caused me a major panic attack. I can't believe you fcking kept this from me. I know I hurt you, more than I could even imagine. But you really have no idea the kinds of hurt I'm feeling right now. It pains me because of how you sound. You sound bright, optimistic, and much happier than you EVER were with me. You don't have to lie anymore, I really didn't treat you the way he did. And speaking of lies, you sure as heck told a lot of those. We were going to get married? Doubt it. You were never going to find anyone else? Well look how that one turned out. Do you even think about me at all anymore? Probably not. I'm sorry, but I'm a monster. You deserve so much better than me...you deserve him. You just go fck your Mr. Perfect Prince Charming boyfriend and forget I ever happened. Just break every promise you ever made me. I'll do the same thing. My legs are already ripped up and my wrists are next. You think you're still getting my virginity? Think again. Oh and do me a favor and listen to Bulletproof Love by Pierce the Veil. Thanks. I've said this before, but this time I really mean it...I don't know if I love you anymore. So just do me a favor and don't email, Witty, whatever me. Thanks for the memories, but this is done. I hope you're fcking happy.
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nevergrowup89 · 9 years ago
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Jillian Marie* · 9 years ago
I hope you know that all I ever wanted was a response. That's why I have bothered you for the past months...I wanted closure and I haven't gotten it. I don't care if it's angry. I just wanted a fcking goodbye or something because you were the only one who ever understood me. And yes, I did say I don't love you anymore. I'm sorry if the things I said were hurtful because you don't deserve to be hurt. You deserve the best, and if he is than so be it. I guess I was never meant to have you now. If our paths cross in the future, I look forward to seeing you again but if not, then I wish you the best of luck on your journey. Keep smiling Holly. And goodbye <3
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Jillian Marie* · 9 years ago
That's all you fcking have to say? Thanks a lot for a bullshi.t relationship. I know I'm being harsh but you have NO IDEA how badly this is tearing me up inside. I hope he gets you pregnant.
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Jillian Marie* · 9 years ago
Wow okay things have been too crazy to explain but I started thinking about you A LOT last night and just wanted to know how things are for you and if you got my email. And just yeah. iloveyousomuch.
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nevergrowup89 · 9 years ago
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Jillian Marie* · 9 years ago
Oh okay....well that was inevitable. I'm sorry for bothering you.
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nevergrowup89 · 9 years ago
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Jillian Marie* · 9 years ago
Don't be sorry Holly. If he's nice and you're happy then you shouldn't be. I'm the one who should be sorry...for almost killing myself. I'm trying now, although 100mg of anti depression/anxiety medication and weekly therapy haven't really been doing anything. I really hope you're better off than I am.
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nevergrowup89 · 9 years ago
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Jillian Marie* · 9 years ago
I don't know anymore. No one wants to be around me when I'm depressed. Maddy and Dani have seemed really fake lately...really everyone I trusted has. I still really don't feel safe and idk. I'm still cutting because I don't know how else to deal with stuff. I'm so close to losing my virginity just to feel something. And I'm sorry for putting this all on you but I don't know what else to do.
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nevergrowup89 · 9 years ago
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Jillian Marie* · 9 years ago
You sound like my therapist. I can't fcking do it. I really shouldn't put this all on you...I'm sorry. iloveyou.
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nevergrowup89 · 9 years ago
I sound like her because its true. And I can't say that back. I'm happy right now, I'm not going to be the girl who tells someone else they love them when they are happily taken. I'm sorry.
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Jillian Marie* · 9 years ago
I don't want to make this an angry letter but I'm afraid it's going to have to be. You know better than anyone that I get angry when I'm emotional and I'm sure emotional right now. I'm feeling lots of emotions, and none of them are good. I don't even know if I'm angry, but Holly you have no idea what you just did to me. You lied to me. You broke my heart in two. You caused me a major panic attack. I can't believe you fcking kept this from me. I know I hurt you, more than I could even imagine. But you really have no idea the kinds of hurt I'm feeling right now. It pains me because of how you sound. You sound bright, optimistic, and much happier than you EVER were with me. You don't have to lie anymore, I really didn't treat you the way he did. And speaking of lies, you sure as heck told a lot of those. We were going to get married? Doubt it. You were never going to find anyone else? Well look how that one turned out. Do you even think about me at all anymore? Probably not. I'm sorry, but I'm a monster. You deserve so much better than me...you deserve him. You just go fck your Mr. Perfect Prince Charming boyfriend and forget I ever happened. Just break every promise you ever made me. I'll do the same thing. My legs are already ripped up and my wrists are next. You think you're still getting my virginity? Think again. Oh and do me a favor and listen to Bulletproof Love by Pierce the Veil. Thanks. I've said this before, but this time I really mean it...I don't know if I love you anymore. So just do me a favor and don't email, Witty, whatever me. Thanks for the memories, but this is done. I hope you're fcking happy.
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nevergrowup89 · 9 years ago
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Jillian Marie* · 9 years ago
I hope you know that all I ever wanted was a response. That's why I have bothered you for the past months...I wanted closure and I haven't gotten it. I don't care if it's angry. I just wanted a fcking goodbye or something because you were the only one who ever understood me. And yes, I did say I don't love you anymore. I'm sorry if the things I said were hurtful because you don't deserve to be hurt. You deserve the best, and if he is than so be it. I guess I was never meant to have you now. If our paths cross in the future, I look forward to seeing you again but if not, then I wish you the best of luck on your journey. Keep smiling Holly. And goodbye <3
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Jillian Marie* · 9 years ago
That's all you fcking have to say? Thanks a lot for a bullshi.t relationship. I know I'm being harsh but you have NO IDEA how badly this is tearing me up inside. I hope he gets you pregnant.
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Jillian Marie* · 1 decade ago
Ten all the way :3
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Jillian Marie* · 1 decade ago
I'm scared of myself.
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Jillian Marie* · 1 decade ago
Yahssssss <3
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Kira♥* · 1 decade ago
hehe ^-^ who's you favourite? mine's 10 and 9 c;
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Jillian Marie* · 1 decade ago
Ten all the way :3
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Jillian Marie* · 1 decade ago
Holly I'm scared.
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nevergrowup89 · 1 decade ago
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Jillian Marie* · 1 decade ago
I'm scared of myself.
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Jillian Marie* · 1 decade ago
I know why you get angry with me. I feel like I failed you too...
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