APPEARANCE: [x] I am shorter than 5'4". [x] I have many scars  I tan easily. [x] I wish my hair was a different color. [x] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.  I have a tattoo. [x] I wear glasses sometimes.  I would probably get plastic surgery if it were 100 percent safe, free of cost, and scar-free. [x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger. [x] I have more than 1 piercing [x] I have piercings in places besides my ears. [x] I have freckles. FAMILY: [x] I've sworn at my parents.  I've run away from home.  I've been kicked out of the house.  My actual parents are together.  I have a sibling less than one year old. [x] I want to have kids someday. [x] I want to adopt someday. SCHOOL/WORK: [x] I'm in school.  I have a job. [x] I've fallen asleep at work/school. [x] I almost always do my homework. [x] I've missed a week or more of school.  I failed more than 1 class last year.  I've stolen something from my school. EMBARRASSMENT: [x] I've fell in public.  I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation. [x] Disney movies still make me cry. [x] I've snorted while laughing. [x] I've laughed so hard I've cried. [x] I've glued my hand to something.  I've laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose HEALTH:  I was born with a disease/impairment. [x] I've broken a bone.  I've had my tonsils removed. [x] I've sat in a doctors office with a friend.  I've had my wisdom teeth removed.  I had a serious surgery. [x] I've had chicken pox. [x] I have/had asthma. EXPERIENCES:  I've gotten lost in my town [x] I've seen a shooting star. [x] I've wished on a shooting star. [x] I've seen a meteor shower. [x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas. [x] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator. [x] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.  I've been skydiving.  I've gone skinny dipping. [x] I've played spin the bottle.  I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.  I've crashed a car. [x] I've been skiing. [x] I've been in a play. [x] I've met someone in person from the internet. [x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue. [x] I've sat on a roof top. [x] I've played a prank on someone.  I've rode in a taxi.  I've eaten Sushi. [x] I've been snowboarding. RELATIONSHIPS:  I've gone on a blind date. [x] I miss someone right now. [x] I have a fear of abandonment.  I've gotten divorced.  I've told someone I loved them when I didn't. [x] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did. [x] I've told someone I loved them and didn't get a clear response. [x] I've felt rejected even if I wasn't. [x] I've loved someone I knew a friend was already in love with. HONESTY: [x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't. [x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't. [x] I've snuck out of my house. [x] I have lied to my parents about where I am. [x] I am keeping a secret from the world. [x] I've cheated while playing a game. [x] I've cheated on a test.  I've been suspended from school. BAD TIMES: [x] I've consumed alcohol  I regularly drink.  I have been diagnosed with clinical depression. [x] I shut others out when I'm depressed.  I take anti-depressants. [x] I've slept an entire day, when I didn't need it. [x] I've hurt myself on purpose. [x] I've went to bed crying.
Honestly, I'm terrified. So many other girls want you. I know you won't go after them but it's happened to me before and just the thought of it happening again scares me. All it takes is for me to mess up once and then you're gone. Or even cause you to get mad and you're gone. I don't want you gone. Knowing that I could possibly lose my best friend who is now my boyfriend, is the worst nightmare I could dream of. I don't care if I get annoying when I say I love you, because I honestly do. I trust you with everything, I'm just terrified I'll lose your trust.
&& Just for once! Why can't you be afraid of losing me? Why can't you admit something might worry you? Would you even care if I just got up one day and just changed everything? Do you ever think of losing me and worry about it?
We don’t wanna never end, it’s like our life has just began. You walkin’ out, you comin’ back again 'cause we became the best of friends. I got all the questions, you got all the answers. I done took your heart, boy, held it up for ransom.
But tell me, did the wind sweep you off your feet? Did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day and head back toward the Milky Way? And tell me, did you sail across the sun? Did you make it to the Milky Way to see the lights all faded and that heaven is overrated? And tell me, did you fall for a shooting star, one without a permanent scar? And did you miss me while you were looking for yourself?
I'm a girl. I'm naive, insecure, moody, wide awake, tired, playful, pushy, wild, clumsy, and conceited. I can't describe myself in any way but I love it when you tell me everything you like about me. I can't cook but I can cook. I'll get mad over those dumb, pointless things that have no meaning at all. My music ranges from cute, love songs to I want to kill everything that gets in my way. I have about 43289432932 favorite songs/movies and for some reason I expect you to listen/watch them all. I promise you I'll get jealous, I won't admit it, but I'm more than likely jealous of atleast two girls. I have mixed emotions, you could probably witness all of them in 45 minutes. I love to eat but I hate food. I fear stupid things, but those stupid things are terrifying to me. If you stay 100 with me, I'll be 100 with you. I will find out everything, I promise you I will know the truth the same moment you lie to me. Don't get it twisted, I am more than likely over my ex when I'm talking to you, I'll only talk about my ex so you end up hating him. I have weird habits. Extrememly weird habits. I don't always want your hoodie or a stuffed animal from, sometimes a cute, little note will work or just seeing you. Get over it.
I know the sun still shines when you're not around, I'm taking it easy in the worst part of town, and now I find that it wasn't meant to last. I got one thing to say and that's thanks for nothing kiss my @$$.