I hearmyphonebuzzing, butidon'tcare;
my head is pressed against my pillow and i just feel n u m b.
he did it so casually. like it was no big deal. it wasn't a big deal that
my heart was breaking and that my feelings were thrown away.
it wasn't a big deal that he
e n d e d i t .
but i was left broken. i had broken down right on my kitchen floor. all i could do was scream the words,
i h a t e h i m s o m u c h
>> but i didn't mean it<<
>> i never would . <<
>> i knew i wouldn't be able to handle<<
him passing me in the hallways...
He wouldn't be walking me to class.
Or hugging me ___*g o o d b y e .
But i needed to suck it up. he couldn't know how much he broke me.
i hate to pretend that i didn't care just as much as he didn't ; ;
but i was all a b-i-g-f-a-t-l-i-e
so i wiped my falling tears & ; ;
sucked it up. he's gone.
kylie120