Dear Dominick,
Hey ironman.. To say that I miss you is an understatement.. I wish you were here. So much has changed since I was forced to end all types of communication with you.. Since my best friend said that your sister got in touch with her and you attempted.. 20%.. Well, I started to cut and I barely eat.. I lost it when i thought I was gonna loose you for good..
The thought of living without the possibility of meeting you is more than sickening. I need you, ironman. I don't only love you. I'm in love with you. 110%.
Once I couldn't talk to you i completely fell apart. I felt (and still feel) worthless, weak, and empty.. Remember that ironman snapback i bought? As embarrassing as it is, I can't sleep without it right next to me.. Life without you flat out sucks.
He.ll, im writing this like I know you miss me.. I really don't know.. I'm so depressed without you.. I sit in my room, all alone, and think.. I just..think..
"does he miss me as much as I miss him? "
"does he ever think about me? "
"is he happier with her..? "
"does he call her babygirl..? "
"does he love her? "
"does he need me like I need him? "
"..would he care if I..yanno ..ended it?"
"is he still gonna come see me..? "
I just have one simple question.. Do you still have plans on coming to see me? I need you here... I need you.. I love you.