when i broke up with you,, it was for the better. i didn't love you the way i loved him. i'm really sorry i didn't think you would go as far as to kill yourself. i asked if everything was okay,,,&& you told me that if was fine that it was whatever... i didn't think you loved me,,, it wasn't even 3 weeks... i didn't want you too love me when i loved him && he loved me... Matt you were a great guy,,, I just wish you would have waited too find the perfect girl.. I'm sorry,,, losing you as a friend hurts soo much,,, if i knew if all this was going to happen after or brake up i would have never said yes... I'm really sorry,, you will always be in my heart,,, i love you </3
kennidashark