I'm mad at myself, not you.
I'm mad for always being nice, always apologizing for things I didn't do,-------
for getting attatched______for making you my life_______depending on you,
wasting my time on you, thinking about you, following you, changing for you,
forgiving you, wishing for you, dreaming of you, and most of all, for not hating
y o u w h i c h I k n o w I s h o u l d b u t I c a n 't .